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alfatihah utk arwah erwan. |
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Salam, Aja baru berkesempatan masuk pagi nih
setelah Rayyan ok skit...nearly admitted for broncholitis..
SEdihnyer bace .....ewan dh x de...
harap shin aka aznie dan keluarga tabah dengan ujian nih..takziah
aja pernah ikut citer nyer kat thread parenting
semoga ewan dapat berehat disana dengan tenang
Al-Fatihah... |
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assalamualaikum..
lama x menjengah ke sini... baru tau cerita aznie/oshin..
sedih sgt bila dpt tau wpun x pernah jumpa lg..
takziah buat aznie/oshin sekelurga..
al-fatihah... |
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Al Fatihah...
Aku tak kenal Aznie tapi selalu baca posting from Oshin yg cite pasal Ewan.
Ya Allah sedihnya....aku dah menitik airmata kat ofis nih. |
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manja dh nangis2 dh dok kat dpn pc ni
sbb taleh bayangkan kalo ujian tu terjadi pada kita pulak...
terharu ngingatkan semangat shin nk bf ewan...alhamdullillah wpon xlama tp sekurang2nya shin dh berusaha...
huhu....sedihnya....xsanggup baca lg.
[ Last edited by manjalara at 4-7-2008 10:23 AM ] |
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kalo tengok kat blog dia, ari ni besday shin kan...
alahai sedihnya... |
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Reply #1657 koci's post
ya allah!!! tak bleh bayang..... 
tabahnya aznie... tak mampu setabah aznie...
al-fatihah |
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aku pun baru masuk pagi ni..
al-fatihah.. sedih nyer..
semoga Allah mencucuri ke atas roh arwah.. amin.. |
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isk..baru je ku menjengah2 blog shin last week..
bayangkan ibu kehilangan anak tersayang...takleh terbayang
Tuhan menguji pada yang mampu menanggungnya...peluk utk shin... |
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sedihnya....
takziah oshin |
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shin tu dah kebal sbb byk sgt dugaan dia...ingat tak kisah pengasuh ewan, pastu kisal FIL dia yg tuduh ewan tu buat MIL dia HBP, kisah ewan refuse direct BF...
shin tu susu dia masyuk tau...dia beli peti ais baru ...simpan susu2 dia..jeles aku tgk...pastu dia ckp MIL dia tak reti handle EBM....pergi rebus...sampai shin ckp ngan aku....susu byk pon tak guna cam nih... |
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Aznie memang seorang yang tabah pernah koci jumpa...dia baru saje miscarriage and 2nd ujian dah sampai untuk dia...koci doakan dia dapat pregnant semula dalam masa terdekat nie |
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something to share pasal sabar
untuk shin, hang in there... you are one gutsy lady
MACAM KLOROFIL
Aku mencari-cari ilustrasi tepat untuk menggambarkan sabar dan menemuinya pada klorofil. Tumbuhan perlu klorofil untuk proses fotosintesis yang cukup penting untuk kemandirian hidup. Begitu juga sabar pada manusia. Tanpa sabar, mungkin kita masih tercari-cari agama dan Tuhan untuk disembah. Kalau Nabi Muhammad give up awal-awal dan tak bersabar physically and spiritually, we wont be muslims today.
Kalau kita sabar... yang miskin boleh jadi kaya, yang kurang pandai boleh jadi berakal. Kalau kita sabar... tak perlu perceraian, tak perlu bunuh diri. Sabarlah yang memaksa kita terus hidup biarpun ditekan dari segala penjuru. Macam klorofil, sabar dianugerahkan naturally to us. Kalau tak sabar, kita tak reti makan dan minum, tak reti berjalan.
Bila aku tengok ayyash has to learn how to suck, aku dan dia dua-dua belajar bersabar sebanyak-banyaknya. When he was in the NICU, he was fed through tubes. Tau2 je kenyang. So he has to learn to suck. Mula-mula tak suka. Slow je suck. Boycott pun ada, takmau minum. But slowly, he learn to suck the bottles. Sometimes dgn sabar, sometimes not. I have to be patient as well. At first it tooks hours for him to finish 2 ounce by sucking. Sampai cram leher ni. But now he has improved a lot.
Satu cerita sabar tahap tertinggi ive learnt at hukm. but it wasnt about ayyash. i followed my hub to work kat hukm masa siang. untuk tgk baby kat nicu. tapi dia kerja pukul 7 pagi sampai 2 petang. so i got a lot of time to waste since ur not allowed to hang around lama2 sgt kat nicu, keluar masuk. so ape lagi, meronda hukm lerr. then i found this shop selling second hand clothes. rupanye they sell for charity, initiated by SAHABAT Hukm. they collect money for patients yg tak mampu. since takde keje, dgn muka sepusen i voluntered to iron the clothes since there was a steam iron left idle there. hahaha. baju sendiri pn tak pernah gosok byk2 cmtu but it was fun. my first time with steam iron jenis gantung baju berdiri tu. rupanye iron ni lenguh gak, i thot its easier dari iron flat tapi tak.
anyway masa kedai nak tutup tu, ada dis lady masuk. baya my mom la. bought clothes worth rm200+ tapi nak return sbb tak muat. she's too thin. she exchanged it with bakul2. bakul2 ni besar and quite difficult to angkat so i voluntered to help her bawak to her car. since kedai pn dah nak tutup.
on the way there we exchanged stories. rupanye dia cancer patient, final stage dah tujuh kali chemotherapy. dia kata doctor tak sure nak proceed with chemo or just stop it... indirectly, telling her there's no hope. it was my first encounter with a dying patient but there was strength in her voice when she told me her story. when i told her my story, that one of my babies had died and the other one is not doing so good... there were tears in her eyes. she looked at me directly in the eyes and told me bykkan bersabar ye. i almost cried when she left. imagine, this women is dying and she's telling ME to bykkan bersabar. like wow. mar u must be stronger... like her.
to all those people, who feel tired of life. broken hearted by the one u love. tired being back stabbed by office politics. hang in there, bykkan sabar. macam tumbuh-tumbuhan yang tak dapat dipisahkan dgn klorofil... macam tu lah kita dgn sabar. |
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Allah...
syahdunya aku rasa........ |
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Post time 4-7-2008 09:31 AM
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