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Ada kwn dlu hb slalu low..pucat je muka she. |
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Arini gloomyyy dri pg smpi ptg..kt ny da snowing kt sni gloomy je la dapek.. |
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Rsa mcm nk dmam pun ada.. |
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Sori kdg mmg ghimass dgn rasa fatigue..nk buat bnda pun rsa xlarat. |
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Lmbiknyeee la rsa arini |
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Cptla episod lmbik ni brakhir |
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Gud morningggggg |
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Arini bdn da ombali fresh..alhmdulillah |
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Weeknd korg pi mna ye? Da bole rents negeri ni ada yg plan holidy smpi nw yr |
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Kte tmo pi mna2..dpt blik kg pun da syujurrr.. |
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Tgh kira hri je ni..cepatlaaaa hri tiber..rndu pamili |
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Msa awal2 dok sni kte mmg krap blik kg..evry weeknd blik..homesick..lki layankn je..xprnah say no ble kte ajk blik mlh kdg dia yg ajk blik..skrg oky dah..fasa homesick da brlalu..klu sbelum ni blik stay kt kg sorg2 he takde pun aii okehh ja..skrg kenot.. imgmh alot |
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Mlm td mimpi lg..mimpi tu dtg lg..kte nangis tresak dlm mimpi sbb da rsa helpless sgt..mlut kte da kna tekup dgn tgn yg ada asap ape ntah..jhat gile mnusia lki dlm mimpi..pstu sdar2 lki kte da kt sbelah peluk kte..kte nangis tresak tp xkluar air mta..lma pstu bru air mta btul2 kluar..ntah..tatau knpa air mta tu lmbt kluar..mmg btul2 teresak nngis ble trsedar..lma kte nngis..lki bgtau cuma mimpi je pun kte taleh nk stop nngis..he ty mmpi apa pun kte x mmpu nk crita..tkut mnggigil ya amat |
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Ble kte da reda kesat air mta cpat2 kte say sory kt lki..sori buat dia risau..he panik dgr kte tiber2 nngiss.. he cite lps solat kt blik sbelah tiber he dgr suara kte mcm nngis..he vrgegas msuk blik tp pelik tgok mta kte pjam..nngis tp pjam mta..he pluk dan pnggil2 kte bru kte sdar..nk reda nngis tu lma sgt.. |
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Kte tatau ble brjauhn nnti klu kte mmpi bruk dan triggred smula, lki pulk xde kt sisi..cemna kte nk tenangkn emosi ye..cmna kte nk stop nngis gigil |
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Lki kta klu mmpi lg msa he xde kt sisi, terus call he..hmm..sempt pulk aku nk call dia dlm kbingungn nngis..kte taleh imejin cmna nnti..btul ke kputusn yg jte buat ni ye..tp kte tamo jd kan klmahan kte yg stu ni sbg btu pnghlng..klu sblum kwen kte bole hndle xkn lps kwen kte xbole..takk..lain sbnarnya..lps satu insdn ctalyst..emosi kte mcm mkin worse..tp lki byk bg morl support..kte byk kuat sbb lki..he byk bg skongn emosi..kte rsa jiwa kte mkin pulih..jiwa utk trima ksih syg sorg suami pun mkin trbuka..wlupun msih ada sikit2 rsa yg trsngkut..tp kte rsa progress tu ada.. |
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Post time 20-12-2020 10:35 PM
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Fimie Don berlakon jd suami org. Besaq dah dia. Akak pun x kahwin lg. |
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Msa nngis2 tu..tgh emo sgt kn..kte pluk n ckp kt lki..plss jgn tngglkn kte n plsss protect kte dlm apa jua keadaan skalipun..pliss..pstu ktevtatau da nk ckp apa sbb airmta tngglmkn suara kte..msa ckp ayat ni jiwa kte btul2 brada kt pling bwh..btyl2 rsa helpless..sbb dlm mmpi tu pun kte da usaha utk lpaskn diri dri lki jhat tp end up mulut aku ditekup.. |
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Kte tatau smpi ble kte akn dpt mmpi2 mcm ni..kte realize jiwa kte msih fragile |
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