This video is of my fourth birth. It was the singular most transforming event of my life and my most conscious act as a woman to date.
WARNING: This video is explicit, especially as it is shot outdoors in broad daylight. If you choose to watch it, please watch it with respect and understand that it is very exposing for me to share myself in this way.
How and why I chose to give birth in nature was much about the inner journey as the outward process ... and equally as powerful. Afterwards I felt like my whole life had been in preparation for that one moment. My sense of wholeness and peace was bigger and deeper than anything I had ever felt before. This feeling only continues to expand and ripple out into my family, my relationships, my life. It has had a profound effect on my mothering and for my children especially.
I give permission to share on blogs or with others, if it feels right for you to do so and is done with love and respect for myself and my family. Please do not re-upload on other YouTube pages.
With gratitude and an open heart.
Simone
Music at end of video is the Gayatri Mantra performed by Deva Premal.
Special mention to just some of my sources of inspiration and education:
ya Allah.. senangnyer dia beranak... rilex jer... x payah jahit ke bawah tu... heehee.. kita nih dijahit hidup2... adooiiiyaiii... sakitnya Allah saja yg tahu...
Ya Allah...ngerinya tengok...tapi ni kategori senang la nk bersalin kot.....
mcm kepala bb tu bole keluar sendiri je xpayah nak gunting2...huhuhu...cenggana lah...saya 3-3 kena zassss
memang senang bersalin mcm ni.
seingat aku, masa aku nak bersalin dulu, dok ulang alik gi bilik air..
bilang cangkung, kurang sikit rasa sakit bhgn pinggang.
Mariam bersalinkan nabi isa a.s pun cam ni gak.
cangkung (tapi bkn dlm air la).