When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Tak ngata laaa...tuh satu compliment...bukan senang nak jadik hati keras dan tetap pendirian nie...hanya insan-insan tertentu jer ade kelebihan nie tau...Huhuhu.
Dah lama tak masuk thread ni, aku tak ingat dah maklumat apa yang aku dah masukkan kt sini...
Ulang tayang kot - Aku belum lagi gi USA sebab kawan aku nak gi bulan mei tahun depan. Mula2nya aku frust gak, tapi bila fikir2kan... It is a good idea sebab memang aku perlu lebih masa untuk get comfy dengan mamat ni dulu. Been a while, and honestly I have forgotten much walaupun dia masih ingat macam2 tentang kitaorang.
Anyways, me not being there as expected telah menghancurkan harapan dia sket and he acted so stupidly following that. Since that, aku dah tak excited lagi about him. I mean, yeah, I would love to meet him again but I don't think I will want to date him ever. If anything we will stay friends jer... good friends at most. Hehehhe...
I still talk to him. I am seeing that right now macam dia nak aku carik dia, be the first to start conversation. He says "in this relationship, you are the stalker"... prfthhh..
Tak pe la, aku tak kisah pun.. nnti tahun depan kt states, I will be busy shopping and headbanging in concerts.
EH ni thread tentang lelaki kan? Ok mari aku citer lagi... jeng jeng jeng...
Aku dah lama single ni.. lama gile... Personally, aku cam dah terbiasa jadik single. Walaupun ada masa tak best, tapi ada masa yang sangat best. I really enjoy the freedom.
Btw, I have a few online friends myself. Biasala orang macam aku, mana jumpa orang sangat selain kt tempat kerja jer. One of these friends is an englishman. Dah lama sebenarnya aku kenal dia.
Masa first time chat, he was working in malaysia. Married and has a daughter. A decent guy. We talk on and off gak...
Nak di jadikan cerita.. jeng jeng jenggggggg..... satu hari, dia bagitau aku yang he is in the process of divorce. Terkejut aku.. tapi dia takde la cerita banyak pasal marital problem dia. Aku tak de la tanya sangat...
He lost his job here at the same time, his wife kicked him out of the house (kelakar bunyinya but I think... mesti dia ada buat salah besar nih...padan muka). SO, bla bla bla bla...
Now he is back in london and has a new job. ANd this is when things get funny. We'd sms each other. Spend hours online malam2...
It was great. I could use a good friend... tapi.. what makes me feel uneasy is that he starts to call me names. Telling me that he misses me... macam aku ni special sangat.. Everything I say macam muzik kt telinga dia...
Entahla... aku ni kan SLOW. Dah biasa sorang2.. tetiba ada mamat rindu kt aku... (hensem jugak dia nih.. mata hijau)
TAPI... I always take things slow dan aku tak de la layan sangat. sebenarnya.. he's still technically married. This June he is going to finalise his divorce - that is what he says. Tapi ingat aku percaya ke??? ANything can happen. And actually, I told him that I prefer if he stays married to his wife. Dan aku jugak explain yang aku takmo rush into things... as I told him....
Friends can always turn into lovers... but lovers can easily turn into enemies in a blink of an eye...
Aku tak dela perasan sangat... I am thinking that this guy could be on a rebound. Kang kalau aku ngado2 sangat... tak pepasal aku terduduk broken hearted pulak... hehehehhehe....
He'd be here next year in June. Mungkin jumpa kot - lepas aku balik dari states. Apapun, I know we will always be friends.