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luahkan perasaan anda ( versi remix and techno ) -merged with dragonball-
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i find it hard to breathe around you...
especially after all of this...
you capture the air leaving my lungs and i inhale nothing...
it is so hard to talk to you actually....
my heart races and my blood flows faster and warmer....
all because the last thing happened to us....
it makes me nervous...
perhaps it scares me.
i see it everytime i close my eyes....
a split second of your face.....
frozen in time.....
frozen and burned into my memory forever....
yet, i close my eyes because i am trying to hold back my tears.....
it is a cycle that it is never ending.....
rolling on from one second to the next.....
never have a beginning, never have a discemable ending.....
all the words are in my head.....
spilling out....
those angry words....
those sad words....
i try unsuccessfully to catch them, but i fail miserably through these pathetic written words........ |
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my heart feels so heavy.........
the pain just lingers there........
and i now often wonder if i ever really will be fine as i always said......
right now, each day is a struggle........
and i hope everything will be as before...... |
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 JADIKAN AKU SUPER SAYIAN 1000 SUPAYA SIA BOLEH KASI SIAP SEMUA KEJA SIA DALAM SEKELIP MATA.. |
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another slow day for me  |
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why is life so difficult................
when you want something, it's not there.........
or...when it's there, you never notice it...........
but don't you think it's a waste not to try...........
hmmm.......maybe the downfall of people....
they are afraid of what is right for them..............
i ask myself........
am i like that....
am i???...........
are you??.........
hmmmm................ |
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it is when i stop going along with the crowd.....
and start realizing that there are many things about myself that i didn't know and may not like.............. |
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terlalu banyak yang ingin ku curahkan............
ingin ku bercerita tentang hati dan jiwa yang bercelaru.............
ingin sahaja ku meluahkan perasaan di dalam coretan ini.....
tapi takut ada hati yang terguris atau mungkin hati sendiri yang akan terluka......
susahnya rasa bila berada di persimpangan antara sayang dan benci.....
antara kasih dan sakit hati......
namun rindu dan simpati tetap ada...................... |
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i was doing okay........
i was living my life.....
but in that one sudden moment of peace and tranquility,
something creeps up from behind me.....
that feeling of longing.....
that feeling of despaired hope....
that feeling of futile urge...
caught up with a sensation of missing a person.....
a person you hold so dear....
a person too close for your own good....
someone you'd be willing to sacrifice it all................... |
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i wish i could see through your eyes,
so i would know what you like to see.....
i wish i knew your wishes,
so i could give you everything you want...
i wish i dreamed the same dreams you do,
and together we could make them come true....
i wish i knew what makes you happy,
so i could make you the happiest person in the whole world................
AND...i wish i were a cell in your blood, so i would be sure i was somewhere in your heart............... |
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mixed feeling though........
on one side, i'm looking forward to it.......
on the other hand, i don't wanna go.......
why???
i'm gonna have to sacrifice a lot of things.....
i'm gonna experience changes.....
i hate changes......
i just want life as it is now.................. |
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sometimes, decisions are made instantly.....
and for some...it needs time to ponder the matter, solutions, as well as the consequences...
and when consequences are taken into consideration, solutions will always be changing..time to time....
this is where uncertainty will come in...
when we're uncertain about things, we'll be terrified, worried, have sweaty palms all the time, less sleep, increasing level of tears and load of sighing......
hmmm.......why am i so uncertain?
i wish time can tell.................. |
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where'd you go?
I miss you so.....
seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.............. |
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mengantok...................................................................!!! |
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buhsan.................... |
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thanx.....
for all those times you stood by me............
for all the truth that you made me see.........
for all the joy you brought to my life........
for all the wrong that you made right........ |
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hepi enibeseri sayangku... |
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nite nite....
<< rasa hepi + rindu + geli hati  |
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Category: Negeri & Negara
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Post time 10-7-2008 08:55 PM
