IM SORRY -sesi luahan diedit-

IrvingLorenzo

luahan nie telah diedit.....

IM SORRY PATRICK FROM SPONGEBOB!!!!

ya Allah ampunkanla dosa aku kerana memarahi PATRICK....PATRICK maafkan aku..tolongla!!! aku tak sengaja...aku marah sgt tadi.....ya Allah tolongla tenangkan hati aku...tolongla bagi PATRICK maafkan aku....aku sedih sgt nie...aku tak patut ckp camtu....

[ Last edited by  IrvingLorenzo at 27-6-2006 01:57 AM ]

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why so?

IrvingLorenzo

ok aku dah regain a bit of my composure now....im ok a bit eventhough it hurts me....and i know it hurts patrick a lot.....

A SAD MESSAGE TO PATRICK WHOM I'VE HURT BADLY
Im sorry patrick from spongebob squarepants....
I didn't mean to hurt you....
I am a pathetic worthless piece of crap...
Aku mmg manusia tak berguna....
Aku mmg manusia yg hina....
Tadi tu aku mmg tak waras....
Aku marah sgt sampai tak dapat kawal emosi aku...
Aku nie mmg manusia yg bengong...
I don't know what to say dah patrick...
Puas aku mintak maaf....
Aku cuma harap...
Dalam hati ko tu....ko ada ruang utk maafkan aku...
Dan aku tak berniat nak benci ko dan marah ko....
Aku tak berniat nak panggil ko down syndrome...
Bcoz u r the bestest friend I have ever met patrick...
And it hurts me a lot bcoz i hurted ur feelings...
It even hurts u the worst...
I feel lonely patrick...I really feel lonely...
I feel so empty today....
For the past few days, aku keluar tiap2 ari sbb cuba nak lupakan ko...
But I cant.....bcoz ur my friend....because I only have u as my truest friend...
U r a good person patrick...
U r not helpless....u r not worthless and u didn't lose anything...
If u did lose anything patrick....I wanna be with u...to help...
I want to be ur friend patrick...I chose to be ur friend...I chose to be this way...not u...u didnt destroy my life...u wont destroy my life...bcoz i want to be ur friend patrick....ko tak pernah tarik aku jadi jahat....aku mmg camnie patrick...i chose to be like this..aku tak pernah baik pun to begin with....Aku mmg camnie...aku nak berkawan dgn ko...
And Im sorry patrick...Im so depressed right now...I cant believe I said those things to you
I know the damage has been done...It is irreversible....And i cant change anything about that..
I said what I said...and I wanna take it back..but its been done...
And ur feelings r hurt rite now....
AND ITS ALL BCOZ OF ME....BCOZ OF ME...
patrick is sad.....patrick is hurt and sad....
I MADE PATRICK SAD....

IM SORRY PATRICK....I REALLY AM...
aku dah kering air mata dah nie...puas aku keluarkan air mata...
dan aku jarang keluarkan air mata macam nie...
aku rasa lonely skang nie...cam kosong sgt hidup aku....bcoz aku wat ko camnie...

WILL U EVER FORGIVE ME PATRICK??
AND CAN I STILL BE UR FRIEND??


aku cuma dpt hulurkan tangan aku je...utk salam dan mintak maaf dgn ko...aku sanggup cium tgn ko...utk mintak maaf.....aku sanggup jerit kt luar tu... utk mintak maaf....i still want to be ur friend patrick....i choose to be ur ur friend....bcoz org cam ko nie takkan wujud lagi di dunia nie...ko lah org paling best aku pernah jumpa...dan aku rasa lonely sgt sbb ko takde...pls forgive me patrick.... u r the only person i can connect with patrick....takde org lain lagi dah kt dunia nie cam ko....tolongla patrick..tolongla...aku nie mmg keji dan hina sgt.....please forgive me patrick.....

[ Last edited by  IrvingLorenzo at 27-6-2006 02:45 AM ]

ctredzuan

sapelah patrick iteww? :hmm:

Sonic

Emow Emow Emow...
kawan spongebob bentuk starfish tue kot

IrvingLorenzo

wakakakkaakakkaka.....ada la kawan aku tu....aku hina dia dan marah dia teruk2.....igtkan nak masukkan kat personal problem atau area2 friendship tu...tapi takpela...aku luahkan kt sini je...

aku cuma nak mintak maaf dgn org tu....sebab aku hina dia teruk2....aku tak sengaja...dia dah maafkan aku....tapi aku perlu berckp dan mendgr suara dia kalo bleh...sbb kalo tak aku rasa menyesal dan takleh maafkan diri sendiri....aku dah tak terdaya dah nak wat pape....cuma bleh tunggu dia call atau ping aku...skang nie aku rasa sgt lonely sbb lama tak borak dgn dia tu....

skang nie aku tau org tu tgh carik ayah dia...aku sgt2 selfish dan pentingkan diri sendiri sampai marah2 dia camtu....aku tak tau pun dia tgh rindu akan ayah dia.....takpela....aku cuma mendoakan yg dia akan buat keputusan yg baik kalo dia nak mencari ayah kandung dia.......aku doakan yg dia akan mencapai eternal happiness...dan aku berharap yg dia akan call aku....sbb aku nak mintak maaf secara direct...dan masa terhad skang nie..masa tgh berlalu dgn begitu cpat...aku rasa kosong skang nie....tuje la aku nk ckp......

hehehehehhehehehehehhee.....k tamat citer.........

adekmanes

huh mcm drama

dessert_rose

eermm.....

It only takes a few seconds to hurt people you love
and it can take years to heal

IrvingLorenzo

i know....i was so angry i lost control of myself....i really miss that person...i dont know if ill ever hear that person's voice ever again.....i dont even know if that person will ever heal again...i really want to hear that person's voice again...i mean it....i've been crying for the last 2 weeks whenever im alone and no one's watching me....i know it's pathetic but i cant help it....i cry everytime i think of that person...i dont know if that person's ok....is patrick fine?? is he already stable??? i dont know.....i just wanna talk to patrick again....i do....and i wanna be friends with patrick again....because patrick's the bestest friend i ever found and have....patrick will always be the bestest friend in the whole wide world....i just feel so lonely and empty these days....i dont know if patrick's still avoiding me or ignoring me bcoz patrick's still angry or sad...but ill just have to wait for patrick to talk to me again....if that'll ever happen again...i dont know...i can only wait....and time is definitely running out for me....

Atomic_Omnikid

Patrick Star kawan haku jugak....berani ko buli dier.. > >

IrvingLorenzo

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA........!!!!!!!

i know this is stupid tapi aku rindu ko la patrick!!!!!!
i really miss u patrick!!!
ko tgh watpe skang nie??
r u still alive??
r u busy working??
ko tgh carik ayah ko ke patrick???
ko tgh elak aku ke patrick??
pls talk to me patrick....pls call me.....pls ping me at YM....
tiap2 ari aku menunggu ko.....
PATRICK!!!!!......
aku rasa dah kosong dah hidup aku nie...
dah tak selera nak wat pape dah sejak ko hilang dan pergi....
bgtaula aku sesuatu patrick.....PM la aku patrick!!!....apa perkembangan ko skang??
apa ko tgh wat skang patrick??
sebuk dgn kerja?? elak aku ke?? jiwa masih kacau ke?? ko tgh prepare nk gi luar negara ke?? tgh mencari ayah ko ke patrick???

ADUIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

aku rasa kosong hidup aku nie...cam dah tak bermakna ko takde patrick!!!!.......

IrvingLorenzo

Aku rindu sampai nangis psl patrick! aku asyik terigt psl patrick! aku dah tak tau nak buat apa dah dgn hidup aku nie...hidup aku mcm dah tak bermakna sejak patrick tiada....aku betul2 rindu dgn patrick....

camne keadaan dia....napa nie terjadi kat aku??....aku betul2 rindu la....tiap2 ari aku rindu.... dah nak 3 minggu aku rindu....aku rindu sampai nangis psl patrick!! patrick....camne keadaan ko skang?? i really feel like calling u....

rose_liz

patrick tu forumer kat cni ke?......bersabarlah spongebob squarepants....

ctredzuan

nape je awak yg tak call dia @ buzz dia?

IrvingLorenzo

harinie mmg aku dah tak tahan sgt...menangis sampai sesak nafas gila....aku bertekad call umah dia...sekali makcik tua angkat ckp nie bukan rumah dia...nie rumah org lain...dia kata takde patrick kt situ...hati aku terus terkejut...sedih gila....
kat YM takyahla.....dah beratus2 offline msgs aku antar tiap2 ari....tak tau sama ada dia mmg dah tak online atau dia invi sbb nak elak aku.....aku mmg dah sedih sgt....sesak nafas kdg2 kalo nangis tu...aku cuba penuhkan masa aku...okla...kuar dgn kawan semua, tgk wayang, bla bla bla....then bila balik je umah...bila semuorg dah tido...tutup lampu gelap...terus terigt dia...aku terus nangis....kdg2 teruk gak aku nangis...dah 3 minggu aku nangis bila aku sorg2 dlm bilik...tahpape la aku.....
harinie aku ada call gak hp dia....mula2 antar msg...asyik FAIL je....pelik...last2 aku cuba call...no hp tu TIADA DLM PERKHIDMATAN KAMI!!!!......ya Allah....terus aku rasa nk pecah kepala....meraung gakla....

napa dia wat camnie....no. rumah tak wujud...no. hp dah takde dlm perkhidmatan...sedihla aku...kat YM dah takde....dah takde cara nk contact dia...aku cuma bleh menunggu je masa....sedihnya....tapi...tapi...tapi dia dah nak blah dah gi luar negara....aku takut tak sempat nk mintak maaf dpan dia....skang nie aku rasa dia tgh carik ayah kandung dia...tak taula betul ke tak..rasanya betul....aku harap dia akan kembali secepat mungkin....TOLONGLA patrick....tolongla....aku merayu nie.....aku dah takleh wat pape dah...aku cuma bleh menunggu je kat sini...sedih aku...tolongla ping aku atau call....aku merayu... jgnla wat camnie kat aku...

aGuiLeHa

ermmmmmmmmmmmmmm~~~~~~~~~~

Natalie

kau ni laki ke pompuan? ni bahaya nii.. ni sindrom jatuh cinta niii ahahahaha tak tahu tak tahu

the best u can do is, tulis email meluahkan perasaan terpaling jujur, satu jer, jangan banyak2.. pastu send..

then leave it behind.. dan jadilah pengajaran.. toksahla nak antar emel beratus2 offline messages beratus2 sebab nanti si patrick tu jadik jengkel dengan ko dan rasa kau ni desperado..

keep it cool.. sometime kita tak perlu buat apa2 melainkan tanam perasaan jujur, insaf dan ikhlas tu dalam hati, so one day, dengan izin Tuhan akan terbukak gak kejujuran kau itu di mata patrick..

all the best

aku bersimpati ngan ko,ngan patrick,dengan semua orang yang masuk dlm storyline ni.
patrick perlukan masa kot..
aku pasti patrick dah maafkan ko...
cuma patrick malu nak telefon sebab ...yer la..imagine
dah kena kutuk cenggitu rupa
pastu nak telefon ko lak...
erm...

yg aku pasti patrick dah maafkan ko....
tenang je.

Natalie

good to hear that patrick is ok dah.. so pembuka thread pulak bagaimana?

i think, we all should be glad and should learn the lesson ^_______________________^

Originally posted by Natalie at 13-7-2006 16:54
good to hear that patrick is ok dah.. so pembuka thread pulak bagaimana?

i think, we all should be glad and should learn the lesson ^_______________________^

kahkahkah.
im just guessing but i never know whether patrick was okay or not.
but same goes to me.
aku pun harapkan pembuka thread dah berbaik2 ngan patrick.
uuuuuu