Ya Allah,
Aku ingin menghadapMu.TerimaMu akan keberangkatanku. Banyaknya lagha yang aku tabiatkan. Ketar langkahku menujuMu. Akanku kosong fikiran, kelakuan dan sebutanku.
Terimalah aku yang bernoda segala, ya Allah. Sebak ingin menitis airmata...
First impression...
Very convincing, portraying as someone who is well rounded
Someone whom you can trust with your life
But be careful! Looks can be deceiving
Almost always...
There is more to it than meets the eye
Jejari kering
Akal kosong
Menunggu...
If only...
I can enter the mall without a single worry
That I will run out of money
If only...
I find a dress that I love
And pay for it without even looking at the price tag
If only...
I can flip through the pages of my favourite book
And have my portkey to transport me to those enchanting places
If only...
Mata masih segar walaupun malam kian larut
Hati berperang sendirian
Antara keinginan dan keengganan
Manakah yang harus aku turutkan?
An unexpected day indeed...
But lesson learnt
Never take things for granted
Never push too hard
Never be miss-know-it-all
Most of all,
Never have high expectations
Else, you'll be disappointed beyond belief
Never would have thought I'd say this...
Sometimes we do yearn for some kind of recognition
Be it from your superior, friends, families, or even from your husband and kids
It doesn't mean that you're a bad person
Doesn't mean that you're just doing it in return for some favors and praises
It just means that some appreciation would be nice and sweet...
Coretan ini mungkin agak sensitif
Tapi izinkanlah aku luahkan apa yang terbuku
Sedaya upaya aku cuba beranggapan positif
Namun sehingga kini aku dibelenggu
Cara kita dibesarkan masing-masing tidak serupa
Dah memang la sebab berbeza latarbelakang keluarga
Tolonglah jangan cuba nak memaksa
Cuba fahami yang aku bersendirian sehingga dewasa
Bahang menjelma pula,
Tekak perit akibat kering,
Ramadhan bakal menjelma,
Pahala atau dosa sama beriring.
O Allah...
Please give me the strength and courage to overcome my fears
Whatever they may be
Please bless me with a pure heart and a strong mind
To always see the good in people
For no one is perfect, especially me...
Hujan macam hendak turun,
Tapi macam sahaja gayanya,
Sejukkan badan bagai nak pulun,
Menunggu gerimis bila mulanya.
Sometimes I wonder, if it will ever happen...
Hoping for a miracle...
Seems unlikely, but dreams are free...
Snek papadom jadi kudapan,
Beli dari kedai Speedmart,
Tinggal pejabat berseorangan,
Masuk data santai ya amat{:2conggalo
I always wonder...
If everyone else is the same
When daydreaming is a daily routine
It brings you to places for you to escape
From the harsh and injustice world...
Ilham masih belum hadir,
Kebuntuan masih bersawang,
Ingin awak menolak tabir,
Agar jus kreatif tidak terhalang {:1_545:}
Pergi ke pasar hendak membeli
Hendak membeli buah rambutan
Hidup ini hanya sekali
Jangan pernah lupa daratan
Hujan turut memahami emosi awak. Ketidakseimbangan hormon awak merencam perasaan. Jantung awak merasa kesayuan ngilu yang masih tersisa.
Not too sure how much longer i can endure this
It has been too long, feels like forever
This deep longing is ever so heart-wrenching
Images of you keep flipping through my mind
I am in desperate need of a reality check
Before I fall deep into quantum realm...
Terkadang aku terfikir...
Betulkah kehidupan engkau sama seperti yang engkau gambarkan
Hanya gurau senda, gelak ketawa
Makan pakai serba mewah
Poket yang tidak pernah kering
Segala-galanya datang bergolek
Pendek kata, serba sempurna
Namun aku sedar
Di kala ini iblis sedang berbisik
Mencetus rasa marah dan iri hati
Di atas segala ketidakadilan hidup
Maka aku perlu bingkas sedar daripada hasutan
Lalu memanjat kesyukuran
Atas segala nikmat dan rezeki yang dianugerahkan
Kerana aku sedar
Tak semua yang diminta adalah terbaik untuk kita
Gendang gendut tali temali,
Jangan dengki biarlah iri...