It takes whole of my soul to move on. To heal and to forget. By the time, I'm writing this, I'm still healing myself. Find my own strength to survive. It aint' easy, but I wont give up.. Still, i never stop dreaming of him every night.. guess that's the price I have to pay... until when i don't know.. 

Again...

I changed my hair again, yerp. I want to start fresh, Colored dark brown and it suits me well. Gave me a confidence look. Its 2015 look. I went to live band, enjoying myself.. when I was with him it stops me to enjoy myself, I do have a guilty feeling towards him. I don't need to carry that feeling anymore. Hang out with my friends, updating each other, talking nonsense. Sometimes i cry sometimes i laugh.. the process of healing me...

One of my year resolution, I wanted to attend Belly dance class. Checked. I just enrolled two months class. Thinking to start in Feb by the time I'm coming back from Korea. So first class will be on 31st Jan 2015 every Saturday 2.30 PM - 3.30 PM until 28th March 2015. Based on my plan, after finish the Belly dance, I will enroll pole dance class concurrently with Belly dance advance class.

Image..

I did wardrobe makeover. I'm not gonna wear baju kurung anymore in office, strictly professional office attire . No colorful or flowery. Yes back to the basic. I spent a lot lately, close my eyes and just pay. I wanted to look good and really carry myself well.

Physical.

I loose weight. Loose a lot, now i'm wearing S size cloth and M size pant. Plan to reduce more and I could wear XS size again. My waist now is 28" and I aim for 23" waist. At the same time i wanted to have fit body with nice ass. I took 111 days challenge and today is my 23rd day. It gave positive vibes and i'm so excited to see the daily progress. By 31st March will be the end result. Looking forward to see the new brand me.Not forgotten to save the date on 14th March 2014. I wanted to look good on that day.