(18sx) virtual scandal.. stay or chow..

MeghanK

chibimoon posted on 4-2-2016 11:14 PM
Yup, kinda of.. Hmm, actually time lyn tu if i am not into the mood, i will jz pretend.. jz makes  ...

go seek help from the pro dan balik lah kepada agama

itu pon kalau u decide nak stop..its your life after all

chibimoon

Morning guys...

Last night as expected, he called again but i jz ignore. lps berpuluh miscalled n few msgs, i reply msg pjg lebar utk bg decision i. Dia mmg persistent nk gk i pick up his phone n talk to him even for a minute. Of course, i refuse... finally, i end up silent off my hp n letak jauh2.

This morning, bila check hp.. tu dia... beratus miscalled n msg dia anta plus few miscalled from my other scandals. No wonder, mlm jumaat...

chibimoon

I have decided to stick with my own principal. Jgn layan suami org even dh kenal lama.. coz i takot dgn karma in the future.. what goes around, comes around.. what u give, u get back.. i yg blh stop this fling, so i kena kuat n jz ignore all the temptation... plus, i ada lg scandals i yg single n lonely out there... so, x kisah kn...

Part of my msg to him last nite..

To Mr. R, tq for everything since 5 yrs ago. I minta maaf byk2.... Jz forget about our virtual flings, delete my voice n my fon number from ur head. Be loyal to ur wife.. i believe at age of 25, she is still young n need ur guidance n love the most.. anggap i sebagai sejarah silam dlm hidup u yg perlu dilupakn smpi bila2... btw, i don't need ur money anymore, jz save it for ur future kids..  i wish u all the best in your life n have a wonderful family.. may God bless u n ur family, always.... bye...

chibimoon

Gosh!.... even he dont want to accept it... i sendiri yg kna  control myself.. jz ignore him.. i bet in da end, he will give up n understand..

Hmm, can't wait for this evening.. lps punch card nk blik umah family n have great times with them espc my beloved ma n cute nephews n nieces.. gonna have fun CNY holidays with them...

Dearest Mr. KA... u know how much i love u... thank u for always be there with me.. through gd n bad times... pray to GOd that one day, i can say the words "I do.." sincerely to u....

chibimoon

Dear forumners... thank you for the comments, responses n advices given... i really appreciate each one of them..

May God bless u guys n have an enjoyable CNY holiday ya!... xoxoxo...

froggy_frog

spiderman80 replied at 4-2-2016 10:27 PM
Sis dah tak guna nick lama kenapa?

lupa . haritu terlog out . nk login lupa pswrd . hahaha

fifie_olin

ko dh knp...dlm hp pon menjadik gak...
ko desperate ke..
tgglkan je la jntn x guna mcm tu...
xde pekdah pon ko terus dgn dia...
dia nk alat2 kan ko jek

chibimoon

fifie_olin replied at 5-2-2016 01:29 PM
ko dh knp...dlm hp pon menjadik gak...
ko desperate ke..
tgglkan je la jntn x guna mcm tu...

Haha... i am bad lor.. i love n enjoy it.. but when it comes to real sex, it will definately a big NO.

Nak kata desperate smpi nk sex real tu xda pon. Desperate nk kawen n berlaki pon xda. It jz my bad habit.. i tau it's kinda wrong, tp susah kot nk buang. Old habits die hard...

Xper lor.. arini i x give response to him at all, so do my other scandals.. i ngadap keja, frens n my steady bf ja.. don't worry.. i dh chow pon n ignore him.

The rest... jz wait n see... jz hope for the best...

Elle_mujigae

Phone sex ni yang buat suara manja2 dalam fon bila bercakap dengan bf is it..... so consider menghampiri zina la kan..huhu.....

Elle_mujigae

chibimoon replied at 5-2-2016 11:01 AM
Gosh!.... even he dont want to accept it... i sendiri yg kna  control myself.. jz ignore him.. i bet ...

wah tt dah tak kawan dengan scandal dah ye..you are a strong woman..keep it up..^^

chibimoon

Elle_mujigae replied at 5-2-2016 07:00 PM
Phone sex ni yang buat suara manja2 dalam fon bila bercakap dengan bf is it..... so consider mengham ...

Hahaha... should i tell u in details meh? If x penah try, better don't do it... espc.  those yg mudah terpengaruh coz dari fon sex - hug n kisses - french kiss - handjob -blowjob - normal sex - anal sex - 3some - orgy - mampos..  So, limitation tu perlu supaya x terbabas jauh sgt...

Yup, i dh let go of my scandal sorg ni coz he is married. Jz quite difficult to handle as he is very persistent. But, i believe i can control the situation. The other scandals who are single n available, still ada ni.. so, i'm okay with it.

chazey

chibimoon replied at 5-2-2016 10:51 AM
I have decided to stick with my own principal. Jgn layan suami org even dh kenal lama.. coz i takot  ...

Way to go sis! Bio je mamat tuh. Motif sangat dah nikah pun nak berfon sex dengan pompuan lain? Choih! Dah la nikah tak bagitau ko sebagai bestest friends with benefit beliau!

Btw, first time ai taip gini tapi untuk masalah sis ni kalau sis betul2 nak stop dari ketagihan virtual sex (btw sapa yang kata fon sek tak best obviously hipokrit atau tak penah try fon sek masa tengah horny) ini sis harus dumped kesemua skandal itu dan dekatkan diri pada Tuhan. Untuk masalah sis aiol think God is the only answer lah. Seek God, know God, listen to God (I believe God does 'speak' to us - for an instance, if you're facing a problem then you pray, asking God for an answer and 'eureka!', suddenly you see things that you didn't see before - ahah! That, I believe, is God's way of 'speaking' to us) and God will guide you to the right path. Ai jarang mensetazahkan diri tau sis tapi ai rasa Tuhan penyelesaian terbaik untuk sis lah.

Wish you all the best in life sis.

Btw aiol sokong je sis ramai skendel. Aiol kemain setia nak mampos dekat ex bf ai (now dah jadik hubby) but then he...Hmmh. Tu pun lepas nikoh baru ai tahu. Choi jah. Nyesal tak berskandal macam sis tau! Dan betul la tindakan sis - takyah tergesa2 menikoh. Do it only when your heart says 'yes'. Trust yer inner voice. I didn't trust mine - and I ended up in a very deep shit. But God is Great. Things are turning around for the better now. Slowly, but steadily.

mommymonster82

chibimoon replied at 5-2-2016 10:51 AM
I have decided to stick with my own principal. Jgn layan suami org even dh kenal lama.. coz i takot  ...

Respect u..

Bagus..ada benda kita kena ada limit...so me nmpk u boleh kontrol diri....and tahu limit tu...

Insyaallah pelan2 set limit utk diri u..n fikir hari tua nanti...just fikir sampai bila aku nk mcm ni..sbb kita takkan muda selamanya... klu xboleh terus stop aktiviti u..u try stop pelan2..cthnya klu biasa u buat tiap2 mlm..u set pulak lepas ni buat selang sehari..atau 3 hari u stop sehari...so lepas tu u tambh lgi..tambah lagi limitation tu.. sampi u bebas dari benda tu.. .hari yg u xbuat aktiviti tu u isi ngan benda lain.... elakkan tgk benda yg buat u rs horny..tengok..ckp..baca or buat sesuatu yg boleh buat u rasa nk...insyaallah lama2 boleh buat... boleh tinggal...tp pelan2 usaha..

Tahniah sbb u ada prinsip hidup...

chibimoon

chazey replied at 6-2-2016 02:56 AM
Way to go sis! Bio je mamat tuh. Motif sangat dah nikah pun nak berfon sex dengan pompuan lain?  ...

Hahaha... thanks sbb support i espc. bab berskandal bagai tu.. selagi belum kawen, i berani lor nk berskandal bagai ni.. but, once dh nikah, then mmg i akn taat n setia pd suami i ja. So, selagi boleh ni, enjoy2 smpi puas mcm gi holiday dgn kwn2, clubbing n parties, flirting2, blh beli apa yg kita nk n buat apa saja yg buat kita happy.. yg penting, ada limit...

Yup, u r right.. somehow, i need to go back to the basic of life iaitu agama. Mmg i ngaku that agama itu penting n harus jd panduan hidup. Tp bila kita rasa yg kita dh perfect, miliki segalanya n rasa diri dh hebat, we will easily forget about God.. if i jadi penganut agama yg baik, mesti i akn takot berbuat dosa2 kn..

chibimoon

mommymonster82 replied at 6-2-2016 11:15 AM
Respect u..

Bagus..ada benda kita kena ada limit...so me nmpk u boleh kontrol diri....and tahu  ...

Yup, actually, i dari dulu mmg dh ada prinsip utk x rapat or layan secara lebih dgn suami org ni coz i rasa sgt phm perasaan seorg isteri tu, based on my experiences.

Hmm, i sgt terkesan dgn apa yg ma i alami sendiri.. actually, we r a happy family, tp masa i remaja, my dad wat hal as in curang dgn ma i. I still remembered our family situation masa tu, tiba2 ayh i jarang blik umah, my mom crying a lot, bila my dad blik, dorg will have big fights smpi tahap campak kain baju n ngamuk2.. i mmg suffer masa tu coz as the eldest daughter in the family, i have to lend my ears n shoulders for my mom.. in the same time, i have to help to manage the house as in buat keja umah n take care of my little siblings.. mmg perit sgt masa tu coz i baru form 1 n live in a situation like that. Mmg unbearable masa tu coz jiran2 i pon tau as that lady siap dtg umah i n serang my mom... gosh!!.. only God knows... but, i still be strong for the sake of my mom n siblings espc. adik2 i...

I ingat lg bila my parents gaduh2, i yg akn bw adik2 i masuk dlm bilik n lyn dorg main2 supaya dorg x dgr or nmpk yg parents i gaduh2, which kinda hard sbb org kalo gaduh2 mesti ckp n nangis n ngamuk kuat2.. but i try my best.. sbb they depends on me while abg i as remaja lelaki mmg x suka dgn semua tu, so his solution ialah kuar ja dr rumah n lepak umah member.. so, i yg hadap sorg2...

So, dari situ i mmg nmpk apa kesan curang kpd a happy family.. mcmana seorg wanita blh menjadikn rumahtangga n family wanita yg lain porak peranda. Ianya terbawa2 smpi i dewasa... sbb tu, i dh tanam prinsip dlm diri, walau sejahat mn pon benda yg i buat, but never ever kacau suami org n sakitkn hati wanita lain.. bg i it's okay utk kecewakn hati lelaki dari buat hati wanita lain bersedih.. cukup lor, seseorg wanita itu menangis kerana lelaki, kita sebagai wanita harus fahami n jgn tambahkn kesusahan mereka...

Tqvm for the tips.. yup, sejak dh masuk umur 30's i mmg dh kurangkn xtvt fon sex ni.. coz bila dh matang, somehow it makes me think deeply on each actions that i make. But to stop it at once, mmg sgt susah n i don't think i can do that.. i jz set a limit that i know yg i blh buat..

chibimoon

Update for today.. he still msg n called since last nite.. i totally ignore him.. ngadap family ja.. pg2 gi jogging, then gi pasar pg, breakfast, masak2 dgn my ma, lyn ank2 buah i yg dtg umah ni etc.. quite busy today, but i am happy..

His last msg jz to inform that he will back to ng.9 to see his wife.. apologize of not be able to contact me in few days but still think of me.. will call me smpi i pick up his call bila dia dh blik kl again. (What a selfish n saiko person he is!!!)..

I ignore ja walau rasa jari2 ni geram ja nk response n give him a lecture.. tp mcm xda point pon coz i bet perangai dia tetap sama. Dh tau sgt perangai dia.. so, i jz control myself n ignore those msgs..
Now, i nak focus kt family ja for this few days..   mlm ni nk wat bbq which is one of xtvt wajib our family... btw, have fun ya, everyone... may God bless...

chazey

chibimoon replied at 6-2-2016 12:54 PM
Hahaha... thanks sbb support i espc. bab berskandal bagai tu.. selagi belum kawen, i berani lor nk ...

I don't judge people. I know how fragile the human heart is - and I believe God knows it too. That is why God forgives.

Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future. Just remember this.

mak_wa95

froggy_frog replied at 4-2-2016 10:19 PM
akhirnye spidey !! dr duk ngesek dgn gadjet je

P/S  ni cekodok_masin . acc bru

weiii cekodok_masin pi mana...kena kurung ka..
elok pun xonline dgn cekodok_masin,
petang2 teringin je nak makan cekodokmasin dgn tea o..

aku xberani layan frog tu sbb fobia dgn katak..
asyik nak melompat je... Frog VLE..sapa ckgu tau la..program kementerian yg sgt bodo

tipuware

Let go aje biar dia cari makan luar. Bukan tanggungjawab ko pun tt diatas kebodohan beliau. Dia bodoh dan ko pn akan sama2 bodoh kalau ko layan dia.

froggy_frog

mak_wa95 replied at 6-2-2016 04:36 PM
weiii cekodok_masin pi mana...kena kurung ka..
elok pun xonline dgn cekodok_masin,
petang2 teri ...

kesian aku . dua2 nick kau bnci . hahahaha . ape salah aku ??


P/S  den pelupa . tk ingt pswrd nick lama ape . coc pun tk bole nk bukak . lupa pswrd . shittt dih betul