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I was just browsing through Hangeng's Baidu and found this very sad news.  A Geng fan posted a topic about a 14 years old Geng fan wo recently passed away from brain cancer. She wrote 2 letters for her friend and one was a letter dedicated to Hangeng. One of her last wishes was for Hangeng to be able to read her letter. That's why her friend asks everybody to pass this around so that Hangeng will be able to read it.. And her friend also asked Geng fans in China to bring this letter to Hangeng's mom at the dumpling store so that she can pass it to Hangeng to read.
I found this very sad and very touching at the same time! So i translated this to share it with everybody. She's really a kind girl and also very young.. TT.TT Please read it~ eventhough it's really long..
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She’s a very cute, good friend of Xiao Ke Dou Dou.
Her name is Tian Tian (田甜), 14 years old this year, a very cute girl! Teachers, classmates, parents all really like her! But bad luck came to her. She was a Geng fan who really liked Hangeng. Originally she planned to study Art at school. But when she was still 12 years old, she got brain cancer. I actually didn’t like Hangeng, neither do I hate him! But Tian Tian’s mother gave me 2 letters after Tian Tian passed away which Tian Tian personally wrote. One letter was dedicated to me, and one letter was dedicated to Hangeng. I was really astonished at that moment, pitiful Tian Tian!! You were just living your 14th year brilliantly. At that time, auntie’s eyes were all swollen. All my classmates also cried, a kind hearted girl, heaven is being really unfair! I then opened the letters to read, at that moment I really cried my heart out. The letters are really too touching!
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First letter (to Tian Tian's best friend Dou Dou)
Dear Dou Dou:
I know that I don’t have much time left. The doctor said that I only have 1 month or so left to live. I know that my life is too short. I will really miss it (unwilling to give up on it)! I will really miss you, I will really miss teacher, I will really miss all the classmates, and will really miss this beautiful world. When you read this letter, I’m already not here anymore. I’m holding back my tears and pumping up my courage to write this to you. Because, I’m really scared! I’m really scared that I wouldn’t be able to see you guys anymore. I’m really scared that I wouldn’t be able to see my dad, mom, teacher and classmates. I also won’t be able to see the colourful flowers, also won’t be able to hear the cuckoo’s groaning, and also won’t be able to smell the flower’s fragrant anymore. Actually I’m not afraid of the death. Because, I don’t know how it is to die, that’s why I’m not afraid to die. But I’m really unwilling to give up on everything. If I will have another chance to be a human being, I still want to have my dad and mom! Still want to have my teachers and classmates! And you, still my best friend as before.. I really want to cry, but I must not cry! Because if I cry I will make my dad and mom even more sad. I want to entrust 3 duties/ things to you!
1. Help me take care of my dad and mom! Just like their daughter.
2. If you have the chance to see Hangeng gege, please pass him the letter I wrote for him. Please replace me to love Hangeng gege. Or if I you can’t see him, please find the chance to let Hangeng gege see the content of the letter. But I wish he will be able to see it.
3. Take good care of yourself! Be more stronger! When I’m not here anymore, you will still have many good friends waiting for you!
Please fulfil these 3 things! These are my last wishes! You are my best friend, I will definitely remember you! If I have the chance to go to heaven, I will do everything to protect/bless you all! You all are my love!! If I leave, please don’t cry! Please comfort my dad and mom, they are still very young, still able to give me a little brother or sister. But of course I wouldn’t be able to call him or her little brother or sister. Please replace me to be his or her older sister, ok? Thank you! Lastly, I want to say: I really love you all! Let’s see each other in our next life again!
April 27, 2008
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2nd letter (to Hangeng)
Hangeng gege, you are really good! It’s you who taught me to be strong, it’s you who taught me to understand how to live! At first, I was a person who wouldn't listen to anyone just doing what I thought was good, but ever since I knew you, I’m really lucky! I’m really thankful!!
Your dancing is really good! At first I was also learning ballet, but I won’t be able to have the chance to dance anymore. Everyday I’m only able to stay in the hospital, to receive the non stop treatments. My beautiful hair also has all disappeared now. I really love dance! Really like dance! I know you’re an amazing dancer! That’s why I started to try to understand you bit by bit. Afterwards, I became to like you more and more. You have been through a lot, and walked a road with lots of difficulties to get where you are now / to get what you have achieved now. That’s why I really admire you! Furthermore, Hangeng gege, you have grown up being really handsome! Hoho! I believe that your future wife will be really happy/blessed. Because you have really great cooking skills! And perhaps there will be lots of Geng fan sisters who will be able to eat your self made dishes. And then, I won’t be able to eat it anymore. I even won’t be able to see you! But I’m already very satisfied! To be able to understand/ know you in my living days. Hoho! I’m really lucky!
Hangeng gege, your fans are also very great! They are also very cute! Very united! Hoho, now perhaps I’m a Geng fan, but in a few months I won’t be anymore… Oh, but! No matter where I am, I’m always a Geng fan! Gege, you have to jia you! Go further strongly! We will all support you! I hope you will be able to walk even further! We will always love you! Always support you! If I will be able to go to heaven, I will definitely protect you in heaven! Bless you! I will also watch you from heaven! Watching the best gege walking further (in life). Gege’s future will still be as outstanding as before! If my spirit will ever be able to turn into invisible wings, I will definitely be behind you protecting/guarding you quietly! I hope gege’s work/ endeavour will be even better! Furthermore, I hope your future wife will take good care of you! You as a family/ household will be very happy/blessed! Geng fan brothers and sisters also will be very happy! That’s why you have to jia you! You have to believe that there will be an angel accompanying you! From now on, there will be an angel replacing me to love you. There will be even more people who come to love you! Therefore, Hangeng gege, please allow me to say one last time… I love you!
Because.. from now on you won’t be able to hear me say I love you anymore. That’s why I want to say everything I want to say all at once! We love you! Wish you happiness! I will forever be behind you accompanying you! In heaven I will always watch over you! Always protect you! Always bless you!
Jia you!!! I will say this for the last time: I love you!
April 27, 2008,
The one who loves you the most
* Gege means brother
Credit http://www.mygiftedwings.com/hanchul for translating |
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Post time 7-8-2008 02:12 PM
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