Living with Depression & Anxiety: Jom Share pengalaman masing2

seribulan

manjalara_01 replied at 7-7-2020 08:54 PM
Serabut pulak masuk sana. Sejujurnya i mmg xde semangat, tenaga & kekuatan nk tempuh semua ni.
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Apa yg serabut tu


Elok je post sesi luahan kat sini.

manjalara_01

chesfa2 replied at 8-7-2020 10:10 PM
Hi manja,

I posted earlier as aleX-S. Had to deactivate when it became too overwhelming to c ...

I have 2 b honest i x habis bc post u pjg sgt..

Anyway i x nk cite pjg2 psl bab sihir tu cause rs thread ni x sesuai kot. Bile desperate x dpt cari perawat etc ke baru bukak nnt. Terpulang pd pendpt u utk caya ke x. Ramai yg slalu komen kalau x pernah alami sendiri x kan phm.

Dah 10 years i rs kalau org lain pun dah usaha ikhtiar mcm2..

Harap x annoying tp u ade mental illness jenis ape yea?

I pun masa mula2 in denial. Ttiber kena gi klinik psychiatry mcm weird skit la x same dgn klinik lain. Lepas satu2 kena diagnose pun indenial..Tp lepas tu redha je la cause all my life mmg dah ade mental illness ni cume x tahu, x dpt treatment.

manjalara_01

seribulan replied at 10-7-2020 01:24 AM
Apa yg serabut tu

Otak i yg serabut hehehe..

seribulan

manjalara_01 replied at 11-7-2020 04:15 PM
Otak i yg serabut hehehe..

ingat apa lah boleh je sini...bod perubatan gak...perubatan tradisonal kan...

adila39

chesfa2 replied at 8-7-2020 11:09 PM
It's challenging to concentrate reading now. How to buy a friend, jadi how to BURY a friend  


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chesfa! welcome back... i can only remember this better than other one one.. Alex... hmm see lupa lagi...

ipes2

manjalara_01 replied at 6-7-2020 05:14 PM
Ya kan Dr it can be so many factors. I pernah terbaca just from a person's upbringing & pengaruh f ...

family is forever, yes manjalara i would say so. not all agree, but i do and a great majority of people im sure.
ya, how one's inter-relationship during one's formative year and how parents nyer relationship dengan that child during upbringing will influence alot. however, there is organic illnesses such as depression, that is really chemical in nature and have to be treated with medications. this is not a swinging mood etc, that is a diagnosis. some people do well with meds, some need combination of meds, some have resistant depression, some have depression with schizophrenic traits etc. banyak. but all can be treated with different regimes.

your question pasal alcoholism.. yes, really intriguing, isnt it? how one got into it, how one coped etc.

unfortunately, the testimony of those with depression that alcohol helps, is never true. alcohol is known to be depressive, and alcoholics were brought into deep depression by their drinking. this is a well-known fact.

manjalara_01

Hey guys. Sorry yea kalau reply i lately mcm down ke grumpy. Actually i ade byk problem yg make my d&a & adhd ni worst.

T point is kalau i story sini pun xkan ubah ape2. Jenis problems yg out of my control tp terkesan directly pd diri sendiri almost in all aspects.

It's been going on 4ever. So gituww la..

adila39

manjalara_01 replied at 18-7-2020 02:24 PM
Hey guys. Sorry yea kalau reply i lately mcm down ke grumpy. Actually i ade byk problem yg make my d ...

keep fighting u can manja.

adila39

eh mana video clip yg u tepek? baru nak continue tgk.. that day x sempat habis @manjalara_01

manjalara_01

adila39 replied at 28-8-2020 11:07 PM
eh mana video clip yg u tepek? baru nak continue tgk.. that day x sempat habis @manjalara_01

U sorry. Clip dari movie melancholia. Mula2 mcm best, then i x phm cause kupasan tu level2 intelect hahaha. Ok xpe i share again.

manjalara_01

U dah tgk movie ni x? Depression fasa Uni.

Lg 1 this movie. Depression fasa highschool. Dlm versi novel ni kan, watak Logan kena sexual abuse masa kecil. Mak saudara yg abuse. Tp die x ingat. Ni baru die teringat balik.

adila39

manjalara_01 replied at 29-8-2020 11:06 AM
U sorry. Clip dari movie melancholia. Mula2 mcm best, then i x phm cause kupasan tu level2 intel ...

ok.. malam ni lepas settle aktiviti bfr tido i tgk ya.. jgn delete tauu

manjalara_01

adila39 replied at 29-8-2020 08:05 PM
ok.. malam ni lepas settle aktiviti bfr tido i tgk ya.. jgn delete tauu

Sure. Kalau interested bleh la tgk prozac nation. Mmg menarik movie ni siap dgn 80s ost meletup!! True story.

adila39

manjalara_01 replied at 30-8-2020 08:46 AM
Sure. Kalau interested bleh la tgk prozac nation. Mmg menarik movie ni siap dgn 80s ost meletup! ...

mcm dah tgk... tapi lupaaa... hmm scarry. Dah tgk... deep sgtla... pening nak digest... hehehe. Still... its all in ourselves.. klu kita strong and x give up. Back to the movie, apa ending dia manja?

manjalara_01

adila39 replied at 30-8-2020 08:24 PM
mcm dah tgk... tapi lupaaa... hmm scarry. Dah tgk... deep sgtla... pening nak digest... hehehe. St ...

I pun dah ingat2 lupe. Tp masa tgk dulu byk jgk yg x phm. Yup mmg scary. Tp i x pernah sangka yg rupenya i pun ade depression mcm die jgk..

"Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong"..

I suka lirik lagu ni cause it makes me feel better about myself. I know i x belong in the strong category of people that's why hehe...

Movie Logan ni ke? I pun dah x ingat u. Tp yg pasti die x bunuh diri.

adila39

manjalara_01 replied at 30-8-2020 09:51 PM
I pun dah ingat2 lupe. Tp masa tgk dulu byk jgk yg x phm. Yup mmg scary. Tp i x pernah sangka yg ...

i rasa dia movie Logan tu... dia bounce balik in life kan... arrgh lupa. Anyway... manja! u just be u.. think talk or act or what ever the way u want it and its good u tau ur strength and weaknesses.. so kita akan lebih calm... so yes continue feel comfortable dgn diri kita.. as what it is.

manjalara_01

adila39 replied at 30-8-2020 10:19 PM
i rasa dia movie Logan tu... dia bounce balik in life kan... arrgh lupa. Anyway... manja! u just b ...

Yup sbb family Sam (Logan) sgt supportive & his friends. Tp kadang ade support pun x jd jgk.

Btw lirik tu dr lagu Enigma "return to innocence"...