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Thread Luahan Perasaan (V12) - FD

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Post time 5-7-2022 10:39 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Bini mat kilau tu dulu rajin calling2..masih kot dia keje dgn mr  j. Mr J pun masih ws aku kdg saja tnya kbr wish every raya. Cuma tu la nk keje dgn dia jauh kt kl sana. Ish..tkyahla nk pikir keje jauh2 mcm awak tu muda lagi aku ni kan mmng tk reti ber bff..tu yg sorg tgh gi ovesea tu aku bkan nk sembang dia apa2 pun..taknk aku ehhh..dia je rajin mesej ajak cerita mcm2. Bkan apa tau..sedar diri aku sapa..aku segan. Ckup la gitu2 je.
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Post time 5-7-2022 11:25 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
tgh stress n pikir masa depan, umo da 35 y/o ank 3 org, husband keje sorg b10 n husband bgtau company mungkin nk shut down sebulan sbb sale order kurang n da 2 bulan keje x de ot hanya min basic je... cukup la belanja harian,bil, sewa rumah n saving cikit2 tu alhamdulillah masih Ade...

ckp ngn husband sampai biler cmnie n die pun x tau, ckp ngn die lg try la Cari keje kosong kt tempat lain tp umo husband da 40y/o Ade ke org nk hired umo cmnie...hmmm tah la...

haku nk keje ank2 3 org masih sekolah rendah n tadika jd haku la tukang antar ngn ambik, Ade jugak jiran2 tanya nk x Jaga baby? tp terpaksa tolak sbb haku sibuk ngn ank2 dari pg sampai ke ptg urus ank2 sekolah... poning kepala tp pikir Ade lg org lain yg susah my luar sana...

area seremban kalo ade keje kosong Roger la ye...kot ade rezeki ingt nk Cuba jugak walaupun da lama x keje nie... sorry geng tetluah perasaan arinie
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Post time 6-7-2022 08:18 AM | Show all posts
hari ni ada lunch date with the group.. lama jugak tak lunchdate with the clans sbb masing2 busy... all men, i sorang je pompuan... tp husband i ada skali...

pagi ni nak kena rush kejap buat new biz card, stamping, buka akaun for our new sister company.. alhamdulillah cepat betul selesai...

sama2 kita usaha utk improve ekonomi family & negara (indirectly)
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Post time 6-7-2022 02:19 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Edited by allshares at 7-7-2022 02:29 AM

Pernah in this situation b4 in 2014-2015. I masih ingat lagi the stress, rasa tak puas hati, mandi lama dlm toilet menangis under shower.

Waktu tu baru start business fulltime (ade physical store) duit niaga dikedai cukup2 cover expenses kedai, bayar sewa, beli blk stock. Most of the time im in bad mood.

During that time gaji husband pun kecik lagi, lagi la terasa peritnya, mmg i skip beli skincare, tak keluar lepak dgn kwn (gave them lots2 of excuses), sampai ade 1 time nk isi petrol pun takde duit, ade 20ringgit je i isi minyak RM 15 pastu beli roti gardenia spicy bilis 2 biji for lunch that day n for tomorrow. Dinner i blk rumah msk nasi dgn goreng telur je. Lunch kena beli sbb i jaga kedai sendiri so bertunggu tenggek kt kedai.

Waktu tu plak husband baru kena located kt saudi tapi company kedekut, semua expenses pakai duit sendiri dulu yah pastu baru claim, time tu Awal2 kawin plak tu, dah kena pjj dgn husband nk mengadu ape pun susah, nk minta duit pun tak sampai hati sbb i know he was struggling also that time. Kalau teringat blk kejadian ni i akan freak out tkt hidup i jadi mcmni semula, mcm skrg i freak out.

I want to feel grateful now, i really do, sbb my life now jauh lebih baik dari 2014-2015. But tah la my mind keep pushing me, keep telling me im useless n  im going backward, padahal start 2016-2019 dah stable sgt, amount gaji yg i ambik dari my own business pun sama mcm kwn2 iols yg kerja dgn org. Now semua cukup2 mkn je. Tah la sampai bila boleh bertahan mcmni. I thought harinie i will feel better, but no. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day, insyaAllah.
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Post time 6-7-2022 07:12 PM | Show all posts
Awal2 pagi i text boss bg tau nak masuk office lambat sbb nk antar my doter ke klinik... Demam pulak budak kecik tu.. IMy boss reply suruh WFH je hari ni... Hahaha, i pun thank you, boss... seronok  la gituh..

Petang skit my eldest son called pulak bg tau dia sikit lg nak accident... tayar kereta pecah.. Tak tau la rupa mana dia drive kereta sampai pecah tayar.. mmg tayar tu dh lama >1.5y, dr hari tu i berkira2 nak tukar tapi tak sempat2... bila dia balik cuti jap ni, time dia drive terkena... masa i ke tempat tu, ada sorang brother tgh tolong tukarkan tayar spare... gigih brother tu, tukarkan tayar, survey workshop terdekat nak bawa then bila my son hulur rm50 kat dia, dia minta masukkan rm50 tu dlm tabung masjid... dia cuma minta my son doakan dia cepat dapat anak sbb dia baru je kahwin... alahai, mmg masih ramai lagi manusia baik2 cuma itulah, mereka berbuat baik diam2...

I pun pernah tayar pancit tepi jalan tak sempat call auto assist dah ada satu pick up 3 chinese offer nak tukarkan tayar....pun sama jugak, bila hulur duit dia orang menolak cakap takpe, simpan belanja anak makan mcD..... hahaha

Semoga mereka yang baik belaka ni dipermudahkan urusan mereka sentiasa....


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Post time 6-7-2022 11:51 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Watched steve jobs movie (played by ashton kutcher) tonight with hubby..

Visìonary.


Same vibes when we read dr in the house book...
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Post time 7-7-2022 01:53 AM | Show all posts
sesetengah org bila sembang....wow, semua hebat2, lebih dari semua orang...
tapi disebalik tabir..... eh setaraf achik gomen PT jugak rupanya perangai dia...
whatever reason sekalipun..... bukan tu je caranya nak rasa kaki tu berlumpur..

btw, i bakalan busy 2 weekend akan datang....
tetiba rajin nak join project csr gituh..

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Post time 7-7-2022 08:33 AM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Edited by green~tea at 7-7-2022 03:51 PM

For me, cerita steve jobs tu sangat ringkas/simplified... banyak key events yang diringkaskan..

Contoh... when steve actually went to bill gates house to confront him kes copy/plagiat software macintosh (bill launch windows, shortly after macintosh, at a fraction of price) , bukan through phone call semata.. that's when bill gates nasihatkan steve "to be on top of things". beza bill gates dengan steve jobs ni is bill gates collaborate with IBM (complements), he fills the gap where IBM needs, whereas steve jobs, compete with IBM... tp steve jobs tak pernah berhenti Innovate...Tp bill gates pun kena kifarah la khuens, sbb most of his time spent kena hadap anti-competition case sampai la dia buka melinda gates foundation.

Secondly, diorg remove terus period between steve kena tendang keluar dari apple and found NeXT (base  platform for iOS, playstore and MacOS) and naikkan Pixar (with george lucas)...

This weekend husband ajak pergi library dia kat rumah in laws.. amek buku2 favorite dia termasuk autobiography steve jobs sbb dia nak bercerita dengan i....

The Fruit of Creation
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Post time 7-7-2022 09:05 AM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Tomorrow teman hubsbaby gi office lawyer & cosec yang specialized buat M&A..
Lepas tu clan husband ajak discuss dekat showroom dia for collaboration.. they have 20 mil value stocks di showroom tu..
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Post time 7-7-2022 09:55 AM | Show all posts
dah 2 minggu ni aku tak baking...rindunya nk main tepong. bz satu hal malas satu hal dgn banjir dtg.
biar mereka tercari2. next week la fresh start balik. barang2 pon mahal skrg kan tapi aku masih jual rega sama..sebab naik dalam 10-20% dalam tu aku dah ejas gap in between diffrent cost may up lebih kurg tolak from workmanship la gitu pon bole ha bisnes bila nak kayo..nk gi aji sebulan sekli

aku buat sebab minat sesambil sedekah..sedekah yg sedap fresh from oven org makan pon suka. takan nk jual kt org kaya2 saja. kt tempat aku htr tu area kilang makanya budak2 kilang la ramai beli.

then a..hrini nk gi masaj. haritu kan aku amik pakej masaj kt sa rugi je tak buat..celah2 lepas aku setel hal keje jap lagi.

adios
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Post time 7-7-2022 10:00 AM | Show all posts
haritu ada org ws..rasanya seseorg yg pernah jumpa pastu aku lupa terus. nombo2 yg tak penting terus delete. tiba2 mesej mestila aku tak kenal..kau expect aku kenal nomo ko ke? pastu macam tak puashati plak kenapa tak kenal dah..bengong. ko sendiri yg tak hargai masa aku baik kau pergi jgn datang balik. segala apa yg aku tahu bukan urusan aku siapa mereka dan apa terjadi itu urusan mereka.
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Post time 7-7-2022 10:43 AM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Edited by green~tea at 7-7-2022 10:46 AM

Allahu Akbar.. ingatkan i duk diam2 buat hal sendiri dah habis ler.. rupanya tak berubah lg nak play victim and kumpul askar2 baru... kutuk i kat belakang siap doakan i mati cepat... si husband dia plak tak abes2 block unblock... astaghfirullah...

Move on plis.. jangan lupa bayar hutang 5 tahun lepas tu.. takkan sy halalkan

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Post time 7-7-2022 12:33 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Baru kejap tadi bukak benang duda tu.. aduhai.. meleret2... pening iols nak baca semua.. belek 2, 3 page dah ler dari belakang.. then i stop.. pening berangkai2 sampai tak ketahuan siapa
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Post time 7-7-2022 01:55 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Alhamdulillah feel better today. InsyaAllah iols takkan hidup mcm my days in 2014-2015. Skrg im in better place, da tak pjj dgn hubby, dah ade anak (dulu org asyik tnye je da ngandung ke da ngandung ke). So my life wont be so stressful dgn duit sendiri takde, so lonely sbb dok sorg2.

Dulu kalau my siblings or his nieces (i rapat dgn theols till now, maybe sbb age gap tak jauh sgt) dtg tido rumah, i rasa happy sgt, lyn movie, main game sama2. Kalau deorg blk je i akan down 2-3 hari.

Takpela psl my online business tu, i will just go with d flow, selagi boleh bertahan i bertahan, rasa fedup n down tu pasti akan dtg kdg2, tapi today i nk focus on positive thing je, mlmni lps anak tido i nk layan movie "urban legend" lpstu nk lyn series "the girl from plainville".

Alhamdulillah for the positive vibes today.
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Post time 7-7-2022 02:09 PM | Show all posts
@allshares apa bisness online you tu? u jual ape...
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Post time 7-7-2022 02:14 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Hi aina, i prefer to stay anonymous. Bdway thanks for asking, so kind of u. Nah munge  (tak jumpe icon plak )
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Post time 7-7-2022 03:28 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
green~tea replied at 7-7-2022 12:33 PM
Baru kejap tadi bukak benang duda tu.. aduhai.. meleret2... pening iols nak baca semua.. belek 2, 3  ...

Xleh reply lak kt situ n byk komen dibanned gak.tkpe hanjeng liar tu kita netek kt sini
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Post time 7-7-2022 03:30 PM | Show all posts
luahan hari..

tadi dh type panjang2..then decide..arrgghh..deletelah.

kadang2 i malas nk luahkan perasaan. kt social media x kenan nk luah. kt sini secara anon pun rasa..erm takpela..

gituhla sampai bila2..
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Post time 7-7-2022 03:31 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Kepada hanjeng liar yg suka duk sebar info n korek personal data forumer,kita serahkn pada authority utk sambung netek dia. Sian suka bkeliaran cr tuan.



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Post time 7-7-2022 03:41 PM From the mobile phone | Show all posts
Luahan arini meols ari ni byk kje nk kene setel bkn nk kene netek kt forum 24jm. Nk mkn pn tkejar2 wlpn wfh.Tp klo ada yg kehausan tu kita bg la dia phatian skit. Pyh klu dh bkeliaran sana sini takde sapa sggup adopt. Dh mcm saka plk
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