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[Fuji TV] Soredemo, Ikite Yuku - Eita, Mitsushima Hikari (DL @ pg1)
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[Synopsis]
Episode 2: Denied feelings
Hiroki finds Fumiya, but loses sight of him because Futaba called out to her brother to run away. At that moment, Hiroki had been holding a knife. Futaba reveals that she is Fumiya’s younger sister. Hiroki asks her why she has not searched for her brother’s whereabouts all this while, and she cannot answer him. She denies his accusation that there will be other victims if Fumiya is left alone. He declares that they are enemies and just as he tries to drive off, Futaba hurriedly scribbles her mobile phone number on a piece of paper and slips it into his car through the open window.
Futaba’s family shifts again in order to escape from the harassment. As soon as they arrive at their new address in Shizuoka prefecture, a policeman comes by to distribute flyers with information about an elementary school girl who has gone missing in the vicinity. Futaba recalls the words that Hiroki had said to her.
After the funeral service for his father, Tatsuhiko, Hiroki is invited to the Higaki residence by his younger brother, Kohei. Kohei had married into the family and adopted the Higaki surname. Their mother, Kyoko is living there too. Hiroki had been told by Kohei not to mention meeting Fumiya to their mother, but Hiroki loses his composure when his attempt at conversation with her is met with silence. He points out that she should hate Fumiya and not Tatsuhiko. Doesn’t she want to know what has become of Aki’s murderer?! He is about to go on, but catches himself when he sees Kohei’s baby. With the mood now awkward because of his outburst, Hiroki decides to go home. When he gets into his car, he finds the piece of paper that Futaba had slipped in the other day.
The next day, Futaba arrives at ‘Fukami’. When it appears that there is a lull in their conversation, she takes out a newspaper from her bag and shows him an article. It is an article about the missing girl. Pointing to the photo, Futaba comments that the back view of the person that had been captured on security cameras resembles Fumiya. If Fumiya had committed the crime, the girl would be in the lake now … … Hiroki dismisses it as overactive imagination, but she suggests that they take a look. And so, Hiroki and Futaba head to the lake at Mt Mikazuki.
As they make their way through the forest toward the lake, Hiroki asks Futaba why Fumiya killed Aki. Futaba does not have an answer, but she starts to talk about how Fumiya had been a kind brother in her memories. The time when the two of them had saved kittens, the time Fumiya was arrested, and the time when an apology letter had arrived from him because the summer festival she had been looking forward o had been called off … … Observing from the way Futaba speaks that she still adores her brother, Hiroki explodes in anger. Her suggestion that Fumiya was falsely accused infuriates him further. To Hiroki, Fumiya is a hardened killer who repeatedly hit his 7-year-old sister’s head with a hammer, grabbed her by the limbs and then flung her into the lake like an object. His fury stems from what he had heard from Kohei. Kohei had seen the Toyamas buy a Christmas cake after Aki’s murder that year. Blinded by his emotions, Hiroki asks if he should give her a taste of the same treatment. He pushes her down to the ground and chokes her, but lets go of her when he sees her gasp for breath. Futaba does not put up any resistance and tells him to go ahead. After becoming the victimiser’s family, she has neither the will to live nor to die. She understands his feelings because her family had been told that they should die to atone for her brother’s deed. Hiroki pushes himself away from her. Then, Futaba tells him that her family had not eaten the cake. They had brought the Christmas cake back to the shop. Hiroki leaves Futaba behind and goes back. Futaba remains lying on the ground even as the rain starts to pour down on her … …
Hiroki turns on the television when he returns to the shop, and sees a news flash announcing that the missing girl has been safely taken into custody. He calls Futaba on her mobile phone but she does not answer.
At that moment, Akari, finds a letter that her older sister sent to their brother, but was returned because his address was not known. Their parents read the letter and learn that Futaba still believes in Fumiya’s innocence and hopes that he will live with the family.
Futaba wanders about the mountains in the rain. She comes across red poppies in full bloom by the bank of the lake. The sight of the flowers makes her cry aloud. A short while later, Hiroki arrives. Futaba tells him that Fumiya was the murderer. She knows this because he had planted many red poppies over the grave for the dead kitten … … Hiroki stops her from apologising. However, Futaba starts to say that her brother may kill someone again. She remembers the time he had tried to strangle her. If she had died at that time, perhaps Aki would not have been killed … …
Hiroki and Futaba leave the mountains and go to town. Learning that a summer festival is being held nearby, Hiroki suggests to a surprised Futaba that they stop by to take a look. When they walk over, they meet Kyoko.
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[Synopsis]
Episode 3: Because she’s her mother
On the night of the summer festival, Hiroki and Futaba run into his mother, Kyoko, and sister-in-law, Yuka. Concerned about Futaba whose clothes were soaked by the rain, Kyoko lends her a shawl. Although Hiroki introduces Kyoko as his mother to Futaba, he does not say who Futaba is because he fears agitating her.
When the two of them are alone again, Hiroki tells Futaba that his mother has not forgiven him.
“A long time ago, I apologised to my mum.
We happened to meet in front of the train station just like we did just now.
And I thought now’s the moment.
I said sorry and apologised for what happened to Aki.
Then my mum said, “I’m fine”.
She didn’t say “It’s okay” or “I understand”.”
Futaba confides that her family is being harassed by nuisance phone calls. She says that until she got to know him, she had suspected that he was behind the calls. Hiroki has a bad feeling about this.
Even though the Toyama family has shifted, there are no indications that the harassment will come to an end. While Futaba is on the way home after an interview for a part-time job, she meets Kyoko and is invited to go bowling.
At that moment, Hiroki is told by Kohei that their mother has been harassing Futaba’s family continuously for the past four or five years. Hiroki is momentarily stunned. He berates Kohei for not stopping her, but Kohei replies that that is something she has been living for ever since Aki was murdered.
“Do you know what has been said of her by the mothers in Japan ever since Aki was killed?
Why did she let such a small child out of her sight when she’s a mother?
They’ve been censuring the mother of a murdered girl who still doesn’t understand why her daughter died.
That she is alive … is a wonder.
No one knows, and no one has taught her
how she should live after her child was killed.
That’s why harassing that family gives mum something to live for.”
After Kohei goes back, Futaba and Kyoko come to ‘Fukami’. Hiroki is dumbfounded to see the two of them getting along well with each other. He drags Futaba out of the shop, tells her that his mother is behind those phone calls and makes her leave. Then, he tells his mother to stop her ridiculous behaviour. However, Kyoko cannot stop. She says that she died the day she lost Aki, and leaves.
Futaba, who has been loitering around instead of going back, sees Kyoko come out from the shop. She falls down and injures her knee while trying to hide to avoid being found. Kyoko tends to Futaba’s injury at the bus stop bench while waiting for bus. Then, she spontaneously starts to tell Futaba about Aki. Kyoko regrets letting Aki wear a short skirt that showed her knees on the day she was killed. A thought strikes Futaba as she watches a visibly disturbed Kyoko board the bus.
Futaba rushes over to ‘Fukami’ and tells Hiroki that his mother has a fear has been bothering her all this while. She has realised that Kyoko dreads the possibility that Fumiya might have raped Aki before killing her. At the time of the murder, fear had paralysed Kyoko and she had not asked the police or the lawyers. Prompted by Futaba, Hiroki visits the lawyer’s office in Tokyo. Futaba goes along too. However, the lawyer who was in charge of the case at that time has retired and witness depositions are only kept for five years. As Hiroki and Futaba are about to go back without any success, they are stopped by Fujimura Satsuki, who had overhead their conversation. She says that like Hiroki, she is also a family member of a murder victim, and wishes to help him.
The next day, Hiroki visits his mother with Aki’s autopsy records which Satsuki had helped him to find. Kyoko refuses to pay attention to it, so Hiroki reads out loud to her. Learning from the records that Fumiya had not done anything to Aki before killing her, Kyoko thanks Hiroki with tears in her eyes. Hiroki again apologises to his mother for leaving Aki alone. However, Kyoko has never blamed Aki’s death on Hiroki. The awkwardness between mother and son is eased by Hiroki’s efforts.
Hiroki reports this to Futaba. And this time, he offers to accompany Futaba to her old house because she has not been able to visit the house that she lived in at the time of the murder. The two of them go to the former Toyama residence, but it has become an empty plot. Hiroki discovers a fruit over there. It is the same type of fruit that Fumiya had left on the railing of the overhead bridge when he fled the funeral service.
At that moment, a new female arrives at the fruit orchard where Fumiya works. Her name is Usui Saho and when she is alone with him, she calls him Fumiya. She does not use Amamiya Kenji, which he calls himself now, but the full name he used to go by in the past: Misaki Fumiya … …
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Warning utk ep5, andainya mcm tak faham Jepun, dinasihatkan jgn tgk tanpa subs, sbb perbualan last part tuh agk pjg n akn jadik boring klu tak paham. Tp klu paham, hati & perasaan akn rasa bagai di-siat2 jer...
Tak sbrnya nk tgk ep6, Fumiya & Futaba reunion... |
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[RAW]
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Episod 6: MU / FN / FK / FSo
Cr: Kittie@CARI |
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[Synopsis]
Episode 4: The revealed truth
Hiroki and Futaba find a fruit at the site of the house where her family once lived at the time of Aki’s murder. It is the same fruit that Fumiya had left behind when they had seen him in Tokyo. Hiroki is convinced that Fumiya was here very recently, but Futaba dismisses it.
When Hiroki and Futaba return to ‘Fukami’, Kyoko is there. There is something odd about her attitude. It turns out that she has discovered that Futaba is the Toyamas’ daughter. She had followed the address given by the detective agency she hired, and visited the Toyamas’ house. When Futaba goes back, Kyoko tells Hiroki what the Toyama household had been like at the time of the incident. Futaba used to play with Aki. Her father, Shunsuke, had been a rather arrogant man and the manager of a clock factory.
The next morning, Futaba reveals to her family that she has been seeing the Fukamis. This puts her father and mother on edge. Akari says they should report the harassment to the police, but Futaba points out that they are the family of the assailant. Then, Takami steps in to shield Akari. It does not involve her because it was an incident that happened before she was born. Although Takammi’s tone frustrates Futaba, she urges her parents to apologise to the Fukamis even if it means making a hundred or thousand trips to see them. However, neither Shunsuke nor Takami take no notice of what she says.
Shunsuke, who is about to leave for work, notices the fruit that Futaba had picked up, and tells her that it is a hyuga natsu (a citrus fruit symbolic of Miyazaki prefecture). Futaba tells her father that she had seen Fumiya in Tokyo. Shunsuke confesses that he had seen Fumiya three years ago too, but had chosen abandon to him to protect the family. Futaba cannot understand her father’s feelings. “Isn’t brother family?”
A stunned Futaba goes to Hiroki’s place. As their boat floats on the water’s surface, the two of them are immersed in their own world. However, they cannot remain as they are. Aki’s murder is an undeniable fact that lies between them. When they are brought back to reality, Futaba says she was told by her father that the fruit Fumiya left behind is called hyuga natsu. Hiroki suspects that Shunsuke might know Fumiya’s whereabouts, but Futaba shakes her head and disagrees.
When Hiroki drops Futaba off near her house, Shunsuke’s car comes by. Hiroki tails him and they end up at the empty plot which used to be the Toyamas’ home. Shunsuke becomes aware of Hiroki’s presence … …
The two men go to a cafe where Shunsuke struggles to find words of apology. But Hiroki does not want an apology. What he wants is to know why Aki had to be killed? And why was it Fumiya? However, Shunsuke is not able to reply. Then, a housewife who knows about the murder calls out to the two of them. She scolds Shunsuke and speaks ill of him. This forces Shunsuke to go down on his knees and prostrate himself to Hiroki’s chagrin.
As they walk along a shopping arcade after leaving the cafe, Hiroki asks Shunsuke if he can kill Fumiya.
“I don’t know where he is.
I have a job.
I read manga.
But when the time to kill comes,
I guess I’ll probably kill him.
After all, it doesn’t look like you’ve the intention to look for him.”
Hiroki tells a silent Shunsuke that he admires his late father for making up his mind how he wished to live and to die. He tells Shunsuke that both Futaba and Fumiya had said they were daddy’s girl / boy, and then he goes off.
When Hiroki returns to the shop, Satsuki is there. She is worried because she has not heard from him. Hiroki says he is going to Tokyo the next day to meet the nurse who was in charge of Fumiya during his time at the juvenile medical reformatory. Satsuki advises him to make an appointment and he immediately calls to ask, but learns that that nurse went missing after Fumiya was discharged.
Shunsuke’s feelings have changed because of his meeting with Hiroki and Futaba’s sentiments. He announces to the family that he intends to find Fumiya and bring him back home. Futaba and even Akari signal their approval, but Takami is upset and dead set against the idea.
“I’ll never allow that.
What have we worked so hard for these 15 years?
Why have we protected this family?
We cannot let a murderer into this family!
A 7-year-old child who killed a girl.
He’s not a decent human being!
We don’t know what he’ll do!”
Then, Takami lets slip that she did not give birth to Fumiya. This revelation comes as a shock to Futaba who asks about Fumiya’s mother and whose child she is. “You’re mine, Futaba,” Takami breaks down and cries. Futaba pretends to keep her composure, but runs out of the house.
At that moment, Fumiya takes Saho, who knows about his past, out of the fruit orchard. There is a big shovel on the back of the truck that he is driving … …
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[Synopsis]
Episode 5: The quest for a place where she belongs
Hiroki tells Satsuki that Yukie, who had been Fumiya’s attending nurse at the juvenile medical reformatory, has gone missing. He suspects foul play. Satsuki volunteers to help him search for Fumiya. She reveals that there will be no emotional closure for her family because her mother’s killer has committed suicide. At that moment, Futaba comes over to ‘Fukami’ and gets flustered when she notices Satsuki. Futaba is here because she has nowhere to go, having learnt of the secret of the birth of Fumiya and herself. When she stays over at ‘Fukami’ that night, Satsuki tries to find out Futaba’s feelings for Hiroki.
Meanwhile, Fumiya takes Saho, who knows about his past, out for a ride. He drives the truck right into a dark forest and Saho grows terrified. She tells him that she has to wake up early the next morning. To which he icily responds, “Do you think tomorrow will come? How do you know it will come?” If she forgets that he is Amamiya Kenji, she will be put in a nocturnal place … …
When dawn comes, Satsuki returns to Tokyo. Futaba could not sleep the night before and wakes up late. Her father comes for her just as she is about to go home. Shunsuke asks Hiroki if he can meet Kyoko to apologise for what happened 15 years ago. He pledges to find Fumiya in the belief that the hyuga natsu will lead him to his son. Hiroki shows Shunsuke the picture that Fumiya had drawn just before leaving the juvenile reformatory, and makes the observation that Fumiya has no intention of repenting. Shunsuke is lost for words.
While her father and Hiroki were talking upstairs, Futaba dozes off at the table. Shunsuke prompts her to go back with him. Futaba asks about the woman who had given birth to Fumiya and herself. Shunsuke replies that she is dead. He had remarried when she was a year old. Fumiya, who was five at that time, remembers the change in mothers. Hiroki inadvertently overhears their conversation. After that, Futaba goes home with her father.
That night, Hiroki goes to the Higaki residence and tells his mother that Shunsuke wishes to make an apology. Kyoko says she does not wish to see Shunsuke because she hates him to death, but Hiroki persuades her that meeting to talk about it might lead to something. He wants her to get what she wants to say off her chest, to move on with her life, to be happy … … Then, Kohei, knows what they have been talking about, walks in on them. He declares to Hiroki that their mother is happy now. A happiness that he has created. On the other hand, at the Toyama household, Shunsuke and Takami are having a talk. Shunsuke thinks it would have been better if they had separated. At least she and Akari could have had different lives. But Takami tells him her feelings at the time she made the decision to become Fumiya and Futaba’s mother.
“I don’t regret marrying you or my decision to be a mother to Futaba and Fumiya.
I still remember the time when I held Futaba’s hand.
That child squeezed my hand back.
I wondered how such a small baby could have that sort of strength.
I thought she wouldn’t be able to live on her own.
And felt that I had to protect her.”
The next day, Hiroki and Satsuki get in touch with a former colleague of Yukie’s at a cafe. When they leave the shop, Satsuki encourages Hiroki to launch proceedings against the family of the assailant, but he shakes his head and says he will not. Satsuki, who has discovered Futaba’s identity, asks “Why are you with the family of the murderer who killed your sister?” She passes him an envelope which contains a magazine article with a picture of Takami and Futaba at the time of the incident.
That night, Futaba comes over to ‘Fukami’ with two cans of beer. She and Hiroki enjoy a relaxing time in each other’s company. Knowing that she must be feeling down, Hiroki even attempts to comfort her. He throws away the envelope which was passed to him by Satsuki in the afternoon. However, it is discovered by Futaba who picks it up and peers inside. She had been intending to spend the night, but leaves a note behind and goes off. As she stands in front of the train station, she calls a worried Akari and lies that she is with a friend to reassure her family. Her sister’s kindness touches her and she cries.
Hiroki receives a call from his brother while he is working. Hearing that their mother has gone missing, he rushes over to the Higaki household. Just as Kohei starts to accuse Hiroki of deliberately agitating Kyoko, she returns home. Kyoko tells the worried Higakis and Hiroki that she had gone to the place where Aki was murdered by retracing her footsteps that fateful day. Ever since Aki was killed, she had not cared if she died and had shut her heart off. She envied other people, and desired misfortune.
“If people see my present self, they may think that I’m rather composed.
But … … that is not the case.
I have lived wishing that everyone would suffer like me.
If people were kind to me, I would think, “What do you understand?”
When I see mothers with their children, I’m put off.
If I’m told to live with a positive outlook on life,
I’d wish to die.
I’m sorry. That’s the person I’ve been, all along.
Ah, that won’t work. I’ve to love people. I’ve to have a positive attitude.
Five minutes after that, I would wish that everyone would die.
I’m sorry.
If a child is taken from her mother, she is no longer a mother.
Maybe no longer human.”
Kyoko had wanted to die today, but then she dreamt of Fumiya and realised that she and Fumiya are alike. They are humans who have stopped being human. And if she died like this, her daughter would be sad for her. With that realisation, she had for the first time, felt a desire to live. She says she will go and meet Fumiya and ask him to return Aki to her. Although it is hard for Kohei to believe, Hiroki accepts their mother’s feelings.
Kyoko moves out to live with Hiroki at ‘Fukami’. Someone comes to ‘Fukami’ while Hiroki and Kyoko are organising her belongings. When mother and son head downstairs to answer the door, they find Takami standing in front of them … …
At that moment, Futaba, who is searching for a place where she belongs, is at her grandmother’s nursing facility. She asks what she should do and falls asleep by the bedside. Then, someone enters the room. Futaba is roused from her sleep and sees her brother standing in front of her … …
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Utk link2 FK ngan FSo, leh salu check kt pg1 (post #2) klu ade link2 kt yg kite update kt post bwh2 dh kena delete atau remove. Kite salu ganti link baru kt post #2 tuh. |
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uhh, baca sinopsis pun berdebar2, camner nih? |
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[RAW]
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Episod 7: MU / FN / FK / FSo
Cr: Kittie@CARI |
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Nak nangis tgk Futaba kejar abang dia, suruh dia jumpa Hiroki, kendian suruh reflect balik perbuatan masa lalu...tp abg dia mcm tak insaf je ...menjadi sungguh lakonan Hikari
penggwin Post at 20-8-2011 00:10 
Hikari mmg cemerlang. Tp dier mmg sentiasa cemerlang dlm apepun watak yg dier pegang. Hasil kena torture bagai nak giler oleh pengarah Love Exposure, tp hasil kesusahan tuhla dier jadik a well-groomed actress. Dah mcm2 kaler dh watak yg dier pegang.
masa ep 5, kita suka dialog masa mak Hiroki punya confession kat meja makan, dia mcm monolog ngan diri sendiri, ckp sorang2,org lain tak nyampuk pun, mmg ketara sgt kemurungan mak dia,sedih tgk
penggwin Post at 20-8-2011 00:10
Tuhla dialog yg paling panjang kite tgk in a long time, dhla one take jer. Mmg giler ah mak Hiroki tuh hapal skrip pjg cenggitu, dgn penuh perasaan lak tuh. Pelakon2 citer nih mmg A+ semer.  |
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pelakon2 citer nih semua layak menang belaka, drama ni pun patut menang byk award... |
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pelakon2 citer nih semua layak menang belaka, drama ni pun patut menang byk award...
whitedove Post at 22-8-2011 10:53
Episod akhir2 ni lak, Kazama punye turn tuk menonjol. Kazama pun byk dpt pujian. |
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[Synopsis]
Episode 6: The uninvited guests
Hiroki’s mother, Kyoko, follows Aki’s footsteps at the time of her death to reaffirm her feelings for her daughter. She moves out of the Higaki household where she has been living with Kohei, and goes to live with Hiroki at ‘Fukami’ in order to search for Fumiya. Then, Takami appears at ‘Fukami’. She has come looking for Futaba who has run away from home, but happens to see Kyoko instead. At that moment, a call comes in on her mobile phone from her husband who says he is coming over too. Shunsuke and Takami try to apologise to Kyoko for Fumiya’s actions, but the conversation is at cross purposes.
“At first … … the tortise caught a cold.
The tortise caught a cold because Aki was dead and none of us looked after it.
So we secretly released it into the river.
I remember that the river water was cold.
My daughter’s hand was cold.
When I tried to hold her hand, it was cold … … cold.”
Kyoko loses her composure and raises her fist in the air as if to strike Shunsuke with it. But at the last moment, she holds back, lowers her arm and abruptly goes to the kitchen. In the end, Shunsuke and Takami are unable to convey their words of apology.
Meanwhile, Futaba is reunited with Fumiya at the nursing care facility where their grandmother has been admitted. When Fumiya is about to leave, Futaba asks him to take her with him to the zoo. While there, Fumiya says he would like to live on a small island called Inoshima in the Seto Inland Sea. It is the island where their mother was born. Fumiya asks if Futaba will go with him and she decides that they will go by plane because she has never been on one. Fumiya arranges to set off the next day and parts company with Futaba. However, an unexpected event greets him when he returns to the fruit orchard. Saho has stolen his bank passbook and ATM card.
Hiroki, who has been trying to contact Futaba after learning that she did not return home last night, receives a call from Satsuki that Yukie is alive. The two of them immediately visit the apartment building where Yukie’s mother lives. It appears that Yukie is estranged from her family, but Hiroki manages to get Yukie’s work address from her mother by making a bold threat.
While waiting for Yukie to finish her work, Hiroki and Satsuki go their separate ways, with Hiroki choosing to turn down her invitation to have a meal together. In that time, Hiroki finally manages to reach Futaba.
At a karaoke bar, a concerned Hiroki tries to ask Futaba what she has been doing since she left home the night before. However, she avoids his question and brushes it off as none of his concern. Then, Hiroki notices an origami goldfish beneath her mobile phone. He recognises at once that it is the same as the one Yukie had had with her in the photograph that Satsuki sent to him. Futaba notices what has caught Hiroki’s attention, and at last tells him that she met her brother by coincidence yesterday. Hiroki asks for Fumiya’s whereabouts, but when she makes no attempt to answer, he gets agitated. Hiroki and Futaba are the families of the victim and the victimiser … … and both are fully aware that they are on different sides. Declaring that he will search for Fumiya by himself, Hiroki leaves the karaoke bar.
Futaba meets her brother a short while later. She pleads with him to stop by and see Hiroki before they set off, promising to accompany and protect him if anything happens. Fumiya cannot understand why she is speaking up for Hiroki.
“Fukami-san and I are alike.
Even though we’ve been on completely different sides these 15 years,
both of us are similar in that we lived in our memories.
It’s sneaky of me to only see you when he wanted to meet you too.
Aki-chan lived!
How can you possibly say it was better if she was not born?
There are sad people!
People who have lived each day of the last 15 years in sadness!
People whose tears will no longer flow because they have cried too much because of that sadness!”
But Fumiya turns a cold shoulder to her and drives off in his truck while Futaba collapses by the roadside in tears. At that moment, she finally comes to the realisation that her brother is not remorseful for what he has done.
When Fumiya goes back to the fruit orchard, Saho is being scolded by Kusama who urges her to apologise for taking Kenji’s passbook or he will take her to the police. But Saho remains defiant. She reveals to a clueless Maki that the person she knows as Amamiya Kenji is in fact Misaki Fumiya, the murderer of a 7-year-old child. Maki recoils at those words and hurriedly snatches her daughter, Yuri, from Fumiya’s arms.
That night, Hiroki and Satsuki wait across the street from a shop called ‘Aka Musubi’ for Yukie to finish work. Hiroki tells Satsuki that he does not want to impose on her any further, but she expresses her desire to be there for people like him who do their best for their families – an impression that he tries to correct.
“I’ve never worked particularly hard.
Nor have I done anything for anyone’s sake.
My father had to feed me because I was out of work even at this age.
I find it glaring to walk outside.
I read manga wanting to die.
I choose the clothes I wear at the convenience store wanting to die.
I piss and shit wanting to die.
I’ve clung to that house in the mountains all this time.
I’m a person who’s like a slug.
I cannot do anything even though I say I’m going to avenge my sister.
I say revenge, but read gravure as usual.
I say revenge until night and sleep comes.
Then I piss and shit again.
Like a slug, I cling to the earth and crawl about … …”
Satsuki good naturedly takes this in her stride, pointing out that Hiroki is searching for Fumiya because he is trying to get his life back. Before he can respond, she notices that Yukie is finishing her work. They cross the road and approach Yukie. When Hiroki identifies himself and says that he would like to ask her about Fumiya, Yukie suddenly runs away from them. Hiroki chases after her … …
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[Synopsis]
Episode 7: On the subject of his dark heart
Hiroki brings Yukie to ‘Fukami’ in order to ask her about Fumiya. It happens that Kohei has also come to the shop, so he listens to Yukie’s story together with Kyoko and Hiroki.
The story Yukie tells them of the time she met Fumiya at the juvenile medical reformatory to the time they separated, comes as a shock to the family. According to Yukie, when she worked at the reformatory nine years ago, Fumiya was already there and due to be discharged in a year. The doctors had diagnosed severe trauma brought on by his father’s neglect of the family as well as the sudden death of his strict mother in a traffic accident. His therapy to repent for his crime and enable him to get along in society was already almost completed. Everyone believed he had been rehabilitated, except Fumiya himself. And perhaps Yukie too because she had made the connection between his drawing and the murder, and suspected that he was just pretending to be cured.
Fumiya did not regret the murder he had committed. Yukie realised while living together with him that he was suppressing his criminal tendencies. But it came too late … … Maybe because she had made herself believe that he had changed. One night after receiving the news of Yukie’s pregnancy, Fumiya deliberately placed a plastic bag on the stairway. Yukie slipped on it while on her way out to buy beer for him, fell down the stairs, and suffered a miscarriage. Fumiya had killed his own child.
In his diary, he had written:
“I’m murderous.
My murderous self probably killed my own child.
I watched.
I just watched my murderous self kill my own child.
Even so, I’m alive.”
Yukie later found his diary and as she read the entries, it occurred to her that Fumiya regarded all humans as pitiful goldfishes in a fish tank and was always driven by the impulse to scoop them out with his palms and destroyed them. She was neither a woman, mother nor person to him. She was just a fish tank … …
After Yukie gets to the end of her story, she tells them that Fumiya’s probation officer had told her that he is now working at a fruit orchard in Chiba prefecture. When Hiroki sends her to the train station, she tells him to do as he pleases with Fumiya. Then, the two brothers head to the fruit orchard.
At Kusama Farm, Kusama tries to settle Maki’s nerves now that she has found out that Kenji had murdered a young girl. But she does not listen to her father’s words and is extremely scared. That is because she also has a young daughter, Yuri.
At that moment, there is a phone call from Shunsuke who has been calling fruit orchards that produce the hyuga natsu in order to track Fumiya’s whereabouts, and Kusama leaves the orchard in order to meet him.
During that time, Yuri goes missing when Maki leaves her unsupervised. Suspecting Kenji, Maki goes to his room, but her daughter is not there. She presses him for an answer, but he does not respond. That is when she discovers a drawing of Yuri lying on her side in a foetal position among his sketches. A fearful Maki dashes out in search of Yuri, who is in fact playing badminton with Saho in the orchard. Fumiya approaches the two of them with a hammer in his hand. Saho notices him and tries to stop him, but she is hit. The next is Yuri … … but Fumiya somehow manages to restrain himself, let go of the hammer and bring Yuri back home.
Futaba comes over to ‘Fukami’ while Kyoko is there. She confesses that her meeting with Fumiya had made her realise how naive her own thinking had been and bows in apology to Kyoko.
“I had hoped that my brother would come home,
that our family would laugh together.
And some day … …
the day will come when I can laugh from my heart with Hiroki-san.
There’s definitely no way that will happen.
No way it will be permitted.”
Then, Kyoko starts to gently tell Futaba that it is all right for her to wish for happiness too. That both she and Hiroki and should think of each other’s happiness. To Kyoko’s amusement, this prompts Futaba to suddenly burst out with the words,
“I would like to buy shoes and socks for Hiroki-san.
He’s always walking on his heels.
Also, all the socks he wears have weird colours for some reason.
And … I would like to cook for him too.”
Maki is in when Fumiya brings Yuri back. Clutching a kitchen knife in her hand, she questions him about what he had done to her daughter.
“What have you done?
You act as if nothing has happened.
How can a person who has murdered a child be so calm?
Why are you alive?
The child you killed had a mother.
A mother who had taken good care of her.
Even you had a mother, didn’t you?
How can you be calm when you’ve robbed her of that?
It would have been better if a person like you weren’t born!
You shouldn’t have been born!”
Fumiya’s expression changes at Maki’s remarks. A short while later, Kusama returns to the orchard in the company of Shunsuke. He immediately goes to call Fumiya to meet his father. There he sees … …
Fumiya has left the orchard and repeatedly hits his head against the wall of a tunnel many times.
Meanwhile, Hiroki, who is taking a break at a service area with Kohei, takes out a knife that had been hidden in the dashboard on the side of the front passenger seat, and puts it inside the pocket of his jacket … …
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Fumiya is very2 sick... mcm sian gak, susah nk control nk bunuh org. Patut dier stay jer dl spital. |
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Post time 18-8-2011 11:22 AM
...menjadi sungguh lakonan Hikari 
